D. : study or working ?
Me: study ...
D: whr you study ?
Me : ukm bangi..
D: ic.... in exam ?
Me: soon ...
D: basically it's ok .. nothing wrong.. just has lil indigestion ... rest more..dont stress
Me: stress ?? don't know wor... Last night finally I can sleep more because today dont have to go out .. how to cause indigestion ?
heheh ... my body cannot be adjusted, after a month+ of busy life ...and when I fully relax, my GI muscle can't be tuned .. so terrible ...
I made my own porridge with fish with salted fish ... some photos are missing ... because my phone was spoilt :~
I was intended to steam it , but I want to eat tasteless food...
so I separated the bone and flesh
the bone , to extract the juice only in the boiled water and add into the porridge
the water is ready
the flesh , cut into smaller pieces to put into the porridge
since tasteless, I put this in ..
ready to serve .. the orange color pieces are carrot cubes and "gou ci"
p/s: I should buy the marmite ... as I lepak with my thesismate last day ....
I think I really have been a long time , that even I,myself also not realize, that I did not rest well. Last night, when I laid on my bed, at 10pm, my mind was empty. Because there was a celebration near my area, the music was so loud, and I on my mp3 player,which in the corner and had run out of battery. The songs were outdated. It has been a long time, I don't have music with me before I sleep.
I recalled my buddies from my hometown. I forgot how long I did not sms to them, some are going to have convo, one the buddies told me he is going to back for this raya holiday .. I wanna go back too, yet I did not. The second person asked me this question, after my sv asked me last day. I hope I am able to name them all here..
In fact, I'm more wanted to attend their convocation during Oct .. that is a good time to spend together with. We went into university together and they are going to graduate.It is so fast.I feel guilty , as I really do not think of them even a second a day for the past 1 month++ ...I have forgotten the good time we spent ... I lost the passion to make the gatherings.. But this passion has back last night ... maybe it's time for us to meet during the coming raya holiday . But one thing is that, he is always still in my mind, without realizing, he left us almost a year ... but I always think of him still, the feeling is strong recently, as some of the incidents happened in my university, a lovely lecturer , and another 1st year student. Life is so fragile that we never can predict. I'm just too sensitive about such incidents ...I scared, I fear, although physically I'm not.
When it really happens on you,no matter how tough you are, you will fall down from the sky .. I have only one wish, cherish and appreciate every second we have... I have to stop.. because the tears wanna burst out ... XD
p/s: wln,pls forgive me that I'm just too weak to hold my promise, although everytime I complain, yet I still want to let it repeat ...