我们回不去了 ,2011

把日历上的最后一天画了个叉,把日历丢了,换上新的日历,把每个日子都在日历上写上了注明.回首2011,真的发生了很多事情,很多让我措手不及但我必须要坚强地接受.

处于毕业,升学和事业的转折点; 彷徨,无助,失望,直到灰心,坦然接受.

这一夜我感触良多,不只是因为新的一年已到来了,也看到身边的人这一年的成果,我不必去比较,因为我不是别人.

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迎接 2012

我好像有点期待倒数,或者我实在太想放假了.我一直以为星期五就是31号.....

真正的31号,我要睡到自然醒,然后去吃个懒惰下午茶.晚上和猪尼尔们晚餐去, 然后找个安全又和平的角落处倒数 , 看烟火 , 在这个2012 没有酒精 .

我突发奇想想去云顶倒数 ....... 可是每个人都说我傻了 .........囧 

本来我也应该回家的  ....


快点拜五吧 ... 今年也太难过完了吧 ......

拔牙记

题目有点像小学生写作文.. 哈.... 好久没更新了 ... 忙? 似非似也 .... 今天把智慧牙拔了,.. 还补了两颗牙 .. 拔一颗RM80,  补一颗　RM55　... 还大吃大喝大玩 ...... 这个月就真的钱流不止 ....  圣诞节... 出奇无聊地就这样过去了  ....

新年啊....... 好期待.... 钱啊.... 我爱你.......

昨天听到明年的运程，说明年兔子有桃花,财运亨通,事业上升.... 可是今年新年运程也是说有桃花,影都看不到　=.=  ....

可是啊 .. 我老板更厉害,明年的运程他已经预测了,还会实现兼执行,2012就是没加薪,没花红,我说啊，唉... 2012世界末日你还是成真好了,不然还要生地也没钱买 ....

我烦恼的程度比我现在的牙痛还要厉害... ...

无言.　

今天无意地遇到一个背包旅客,好羡慕他们到处流浪... 直到没有钱了就回去再努力工作 ....某一刻我还心想他会不会是富二代出游记 ...　明年我想去台湾，再去香港.　

征旅伴:

1. 不可以挑食,可以什么都喜欢吃,因为我什么都喜欢吃,但是我只会吃一口.
2. 可以喜欢吃生肉和白饭,因为我不会和你争.
3. 要有主见，但是不要有太多意见,因为我的耐性有时连我自己也害怕
4. 可以不喜欢拍照但是最好会帮我拍我
5. 不可以太喜欢花钱,应该改买才买
6. 待续

I ♥ challenge !

Today, finally, had the sales meeting with the big bosses... OMG !!!!!!!!!!!! ok .. I am still alive , but not in good condition ...

Sale sale sale.. why sale is not coming in ? I'm paying you not for you to learn here but to do sales ...

.....

well my bosses did not say all above yet ... more or less in better sentence ... As boss, no one likes to listen : " boss .. I can;t do that ; boss .. that's not working ; .... "

They will force you to commit .. alright , I can't commit and I told them honestly :-x .... But I will keep it up because ... passion still here.

Profit ... revenue .. potential ... all these ... I don't know ... but they are all MONEY !  When I try so hard to sell some products and the profit margin is so little.. and when convert to Euro dollar... from about few cents ... to my boss, we earn not even more than half a buck .. lolz ..........

Should I ?

My customer suddenly need to have appointment on next Monday ,which is public holiday .

Initially that is my working day because my ang mo boss is in Msia and we need to have a meeting , fortunately ... he is kind enough to release us . But now, it seems I'm destined to work on Monday .. sigh ... Should I ask my boss to give me 1 day replacement .. sob sob .T_T ... so regret to agree the appointment .......

ngor 5 zai arrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Current condition is not really good because I feel drowsy ...

 
Quite a few friends have the same problems recently, except be your best listener and companion, I can't really comment anything , because your all are who I know for so long. We always hope things go well but some thing involved only certain people , we as the outsiders never qualified to give one or two words. When things have to be committed, only people who can accept the rules can play the game . Or , s/he is not the right player since there is no commitment in his/her dictionary , at least from the time I know these people, no strings attached is our rule...

I feel sorry to know because to build a relationship isn't easy , yet it is just so fragile . & I have to stand at one's side because they always come to you, the last person they asked for help, is the one who most reliable to them.

Perhaps no happy ending, perhaps some people gonna get hurt, I'm not sure are you telling the true that you are really happier, yet since you confessed and committed, and what you want from me is only trust, don't question and support like I always do, then I do.

Cheers all dear !

千言万语

今天还是不顺的一天... 无言....刚看见同学的留言... 说中我们的无奈, 寂寞,和空虚 ... 今天很落寞,因为案子不成了..失落..... 老板也给了下个礼拜大老板要来时的预防针... [汗]  ... 也上了一课<关系很重要>

无助.... 还要战斗下去.....

给我正能量...   !!!!!!!!!!1

人生就是要不停的战斗

今天很累..  看见每个人都有不同的烦恼,本来很烦躁,还是算了.....

我想变成最强的人！　囧  ... 　讲讲罢了........

最近最夯的莫过于九把刀
＜那些年　我们一起追的女孩＞

是的，那些年　我读的是男女校

回想我们早礼被处罚 .. 考试作弊 ..　一起上学补习 ... 学生的日子,真美好.... 不知不觉我们大学毕业了 .. 工作了 ... 　


親愛的 我多麼幸運
人海中能夠遇見你们　

Happie birthday ♥ prof

Last yr we were here...This year here we are =D .. with stephanie ( need travel guide ? Look for her :) )

A lil' bit lose focus .. hehe ..

We ordered some drinks , something like curry mutton and  "indian chicken" (they called it so), with some toasts .... nice ... if you like spicy foods ..

nice gathering =) ... He didn't buy the bill but a friend of him did ..

He was so excited because he got another 3 year-contract today ... which means ... yeah .. prof still reluctant to leave UKM food science .. lolx ..

Sam's,
25-G, Medan Setia 1,
Plaza Damansara, Bukit Damansara, Kuala Lumpur.
Tel: 03-2011-3222
refer to Sean for more about Sam's

December is here

60 minutes to December 2011  ... oh no !

Tomorrow is another busy busy day .... =p .. but is not a busy working day ... I am OFF ! yeah ..

many sales start tomorrow ... awwhhh ...

night time has to go KL .. I guess tomorrow is really a very very good day .... road closure at jln bukit bintang .. =,=".... Due to relaunch of Starhill gallery ... refer this .. don't know lucky or unlucky .. why the organizers make trouble to their customers ..... block the whole road .... from JW marriot to Lot 10 ... alright .. they are the road owner. ciaoZ ..

it's back

my company laptop was back today .. finally .. Today totally a blank day for me .... A lots of works to be "cleaned" up by tomorrow ~ huhuhu ......  Today ... seems did a lots of things yet .. feel uncontented .. =.+.....

The laptop's problem ended up with HDD spoil, not infected by virus ... phiewS !

4 months of HDD spoiled ~ nice .. another new HDD replaced.  It's time to do budget for iPad or macbook .. XD !

Went shopping yesterday .. deng deng .. bought 2 shoess ~~ and some shirts .. super duper many people ... especially padini concept store Pavilion ... met 3 friends as well ... The malls already decorated for the coming soon - Xmas ~~ NICE ! Looking forward X'mas this year .. I hope .. not another sing K only x'mas ..

awwhh ... I saw somebody wrote : what I want for Xmas is a SAmsung Galaxy S !

goshhhhhhhhh ........... what I want for my xMas is ............ tonnes of wishlists.....

Seriously need sales SALE SALESSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! to realize the wishlistsss .............

The first will go to : iPhone 4S !

Back to real, sleep now and tomorrow gonna make more calls .

my disaster week ...

T_T

super bad luck week ...

speechless ....

Back from "businesS" trip & back to uni !

LAst week was my southern business trip, hopefully businesseesSsSss come shortly ..

Rush trip, did not visit to tourist spots or bought something special ...

WEnt to Melaka and Johor .. Stayed at The Zon hotel JB , facing Spore for 2 days .. It was so near to reach ..

November is going to end ... OMG ! my target ... .sigh .... ! I need work FAST ! RAPID !

Today was bad day ... hmmm ......... Yet, met people who have been long time no see~ awhh ... Miss old school time .. Met lab officers , met beloved kakak , coursemate MF, senior KL & jelin... all labs are so peace ..... Tried to visit the rest of the lecturers but none in .. dr comel ...

but Akong surprisingly texted just now for the coming birthday's dinner .. lolz !

This week again is busy week ... hopefully it worths ..... bo pi bo pi ........

适婚年龄到了？

懊..... 才发现上个星期五的世纪光棍节有很多很多很多我的小学,中学同学都结婚了..............

难怪同一天也有很多很多人情绪不是很稳定..

执子之手,与子偕老 ....真的不容易...  祝大家新婚愉快 =D !

 明天要出差一个礼拜 ... 囧

Summary of the week

phiewszZz !!!!

It is a very exhausted week yet another more exhausting week is coming T_T !!!

I can't recall what my last post about.. I can't even recall the people who I sang with at all last night .. lolz  XD !!!

11.11.11 was a very special day , as all posts on my wall were about it , frankly I feel nothing until I got a few so called "single" date's partiess meanwhile I found that a good ji mui finally found the one who stays forever with her .. I'm so touched ....

It was not a good day due to all  dates were last minute cancelled, even dinner with friend and another coursemate also had to be postponed due to the preparation of next week south trip ... sigh .. !  The 1st time I worked so late and the 2nd last leaving ... I doubt was that me ...... unbelievable that I am so passion to my job ..? perhaps the 1st and also the last time I would did.... lolsss

Woke up at 6.30am yesterday and back from sing K session at 5 in the morning today ... "overloaded" ... I shouldn't underestimate my body capability :X ...

Today whole day feel my legs energyless ... The last thing my boss remind me before finish work at friday night was " don't play to hard during this weekend " ..

I think it is not applicable on me =P ... heeehee

An old friend dropped me a call from Aus for hours ... Distance is far but the feeling is still as close as during school time . The only difference is we grew a lot and we have never been drink together for a long time ...  Time flies ... I always thought he will be the first who get marry in our gang , but reality does not seem that predictable... Just like my girl friend , finally she found her destiny ..

Marriage , is really need courage , patience and tolerance.

seriously need FUNDS !

I am so so so desperated .......... I need money money money badly .... !!!!


You don't have to donate to me or borrow cash to me, just buy some products from me , at "jumping" price ! You pay what you get okiee ...  check Beauty food for sale at you right there ----- >>>>>>

Thanks a billion ~

是我的问题。

当别人不能理解你的问题, 不是别人的问题,是自身的问题,因为我们把问题给复杂化了....

烦人。

今天非常极致倒霉... 倒霉到不能用千言万语来形容 ..... 衰 =.=!

阻。碍。

原来当事情进行的一点也不顺利时,是可以如此沮丧 ...






累了....

又到了大学的短假...好怀念...看见学弟学妹又不知怎么地又迈前一小步, 回想当时的自己, 那份担惊,冲动,兴奋,紧张到麻木,然后不知不觉... 一切又结束了 ...

I ♥ Discounts ~ Beauty & make up class

Finally this day has come since all of us cannot match the time .. click for voucher details HERE

photos tell everything =)

demo - mask



done

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明星... 也只是个比较有知名度的人类

今天无意去了一个客人的服装店... 才发现合伙人是一位华裔小姐..

和上镜一样,依然不是很美, 我也差点没认出 ..  不过真人比上镜没那么难看。

不知不觉, 经常好像遇上本地的艺人..少有名气的 ... 没名气的　... 艺人镜头前和蔼可亲.... 镜头下 ...  因人而异　

慢慢地...每当我遇上这些明星...　哦....明星哦 .. 　然后默默地...我飘走 ...

其实..本人觉得这个行业真的有黑暗面,只不过那个世界,不是我们一般小市民会去的地方, 也不是我们普通人能接受的生活 ...　虚伪是你要学会的第一堂课,　现实主义是你的态度　..

OMG ! slow connection is back ..

finally , I found out the solution . The password was .... mis-typed.

erroR ! ergg! 

Yet after I subscribed this cool uni pack for 1 yr ++ ... I just realized the home phone is spoiled. No wonder it never rings =.=

sigh .............................. need coffee now ..

♥ 还记得 .... 我们的 FAC NIGHT

-I attended to the LifeScience Fac night , at Bangi Golf Resort ... It was a raining night ...

When I was there, I saw a lot of people out there. . yet when I went in , the number of people surprised me.. I am aged ... perhaps it was normal since 2 years ago ... where we never attended life science fac night anymore.

1st pair of candidate ( left &right ).. also won as Princess

another candidate girl ... new sing K kaki ..lol

I've no idea y jia wei wanted to be bullied by junior .. lolx

Group photo

~ = back to the past , our Fac night 2007 , Uniten =  ~

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I ♥ Discounts ~ JJ NAIL, MidValley =p

Finally I redeemed the JJ Nail voucher at Midvalley after having Sushi King bonanza with Mr. KK ....

I ♥ sushi ... cooked sushi only , not sashimi or any raw foods ... But too bad.. I had lunch at late on the day ... was eating pizza somemore.. thanks to the person who paid :X

   

scrub ~~







I done my hands 1st .. well .. unable to capture both hands =p

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Tired ... Hang ...

busy busy busy ? It has been so long I did not have a good rest Saturday ...... Supposed to depart to business trip by tomorrow but oh yeah... it is cancelled .


Seeing the juniors are busy with thesis proposal .. I still able to recall back the old time.. yeah .. as busy as they are right now... yet it was funny time .. How amazing and incredible, I survived =p .....  And the 3rd year students are going to have HACCP .. lolz ......... great time ... meanwhile, mid sem is coming . .wow ..  I hate midsem .. xP..........

It's another week coming .. and I am broke .. bought a lot of skincares and cosmestic during the Beauty 11 expo , klcc ...

 I actually bought Office cosmestic - liquid foundation, lip essence and lip gloss - FREE gift curling tong

and a stem cell face cream FREE cleanser

the rest are free gifts =)

And finally I got my CNY ticket.. phiewss ~

Jobs said

“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

Life is down ! How am I gonna follow my heart .... sigh .. 

sigh .. I am stupid ..

It seems I made a wrong decision .. too late and need not to regret  ... But a bit moody when someone questioned me ... sigh ... guiltiness or inconfidence ? I am not really good as I and people think ..

take a breath and take it easy ..

I feel so many angel friends around me ...and "guardian"

Quote of the day " Be Guardian , not God " .. =D ... 

©Last special dedication ♥

finally I have time back to here, edit & edit all the photos and put them in a  © video, from the 1st time we built the friendship ,with lecturer, seniors, coursemates, groupmates etc... until we all graduated from the university T_T.  Think for the best & suitable background music for very very long time to match with the content . Tried to upload youtube but failed.

And the file is big, preview edition here xP ~  no time to show to my ex-supervisor although met few times since last week .. hahaha ...

Thanks A Billion Dr. ! 

In fact, I need to make a proof to redeem my gift in future.. lolz ...... 

Another busy week is coming ..  October is a busy month .... I need some free time please ......

steamboat at Yuen with "seniors" =)

TGIF ! DGIW !

if you got what I mean, that's good.

I am very exhausted recently, mentally ..  This is another busy yet dont know busy for what week .. omg ! it's Oct already , I feel the tension .

Yet my mind is full of outing plans only.... tomorrow is having steamboat, thurs will have belated bday celebration , friday is get ready to go facial . Next week is to visit expo and go for Isetan sales.

Money money money ............ I want you badly !

I attended a dinner organized by Nirvana Multi Asia , there was a talk show, hosted by father of my friend, called Wong Si Fu, at old klang road.

The show was funny, you never realized, until you go once to the dinner show . It's worth to listen, for you or for your parents.

I can't explain my feelings after I went it, although I've know parts of the show , yet I still feel touching and it is real happen in our daily life but we never take care of it.

haizz.. I am really tired.. I hope tomorrow is public holiday ... I wish the sales figure keeps growing ...

兔gether ♥ Awesome Convocation 2011

big credit for Mr. KK ~

26 Sept 2011 

DECTAR UKM, Bangi

7.30am

center>    queuing for 30 minutes

bestie

fuuuuuuuuu.........

We are alumni UKM cum soulbeauty !

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Back to UKM, I'm not belong to it anymore.

So many things happened in this week . Monday is the 24th year of mine, my undergrad's convo; today I returned to faculty again. Met lab assistants, seniors who still doing lab as usual , everything back to normal. But I am not belong to that place anymore.

Talked with ex-supervisor for hours. Many story-tellings ... and a little bit surprising ... unbelieveable .. but .. expectable indeed? lolz........

From student-lecturer, mentor-mentee, supervisee-supervisor , to client-customer cum good friend, how amazing is it ?? haha ...

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Thanks to photographers for pre-convo session ♥ - Mr.Ed's part

17 Sept 2011

DECTAR, Main gate UKM, FSSK, FST

This video clip is done by Eddie Teh, photos are from him & his friend, Mr. ah foo & Ms. Ferny See... all of them are doing these as volunteers . One of the best convo dedication  ....  The background song is very touching and meaningfull as our graduation theme song T_T .. The 1st time I played , at 40seconds I cried ....

Today I went back to uni , met a few people ... many many stories behind .. will be post here .

Last but not least, at the same day, we have another friend ( his masterpiece will post later here ) who has accompanies us since our 1st year and we managed to maintain the friendship until now, although we don't really meet often . He is not from our course, his course building also a bit far from us, his course does not have many juniors too, now he is changed to another faculty .. hahaha....We wish he will grad asap and get his RM6K/ month ... The last time we gathered is this
 

hehe .. we look so raw.. ~

4 years seems so fast to pass, but when we look back, many memories and things happened indeed, in our deep mind , where we rarely recall.

 

Another senior dedicated a song as well , which is originally and exclusively .... sometimes I feel insecure , when too many good things happened on me .. check THIS .

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I am graduating & the same day I'm getting older

Tomorrow is a double happiness day of mine because my convocation ceremony falls on the same day I was born 24 years ago .

Last year same time, I feel so touched when I saw all the seniors came out from the hall .. T_____T

It sounds so fast , 4 years passed. But it was so tough in the process .... And my day is tomorrow.

I am a bit upset because this might be the day that all of us may gather together , sit together, talk and laugh out loud .

A year after tomorrow , is another batch graduating, and that time I will say the same things which seniors said to me for my tomorrow.

I want to be student forever because that is the best time.

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hello MY(asia) day ...

16 Sept 2011

Pasta Zanmai, Mid Valley > Sri hartamas > PJ SS2

It was M'sia day & my busy day of the week ...

Girl friends were reaching from anywhere to collect our ♥ robe on the next morning , unfortunately the plan was not perfect in the end due to some problems yet we still managed to have great gather .

Having brunch with buddies @ pasta zanmai, mid valley

Visited to Akong's ( belated ) KL open house.. lolz , Sri Hartamas

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♥ pre-bday celebration @ Neway Cheras with the team

Because of the gan jiong schedule of the month, my colleagues celebrated my bday earlier by my favourite sing K session ~~ wuhuuu ..... profesional singers & drinkers .. lolz~~

 birthday cake from Neway

 

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I ♥ Nai Cha ~

23 Sept 2011

Wong Kok , Leisure Mall 

okay ... finally I went to enjoy the BIG milk tea from Wong Kok char chan teng , cheras leisure mall .. and 3 friends .. lolz ~ & celebrate my coming "getting older"-day .. thx bosses ~

There are 2 choices, 1-4 pax / 5-6pax, and you can only enjoy it with minimum spend RM30 , valid for 3 days before or after your birthday =D . Since we have 4 pax, we get the small one, which is really small .. and I would like to complain, because of their management. When the guy A delivered the free milk tea, we complained the volume was not same as displayed ( don't explain as illustration only , stupid == ) , then this guy A said can refill later on ( we double confirmed : CAN REFILL ? A: ya .. ) ... okay , because another 2 friends of us were on their way coming.

When the 2 friends reached, we moved to the bigger table, and asked another guy B to refill, then the guy C came and said no refill.  He insisted no refill and we double confirmed : NO REFILL ? C : ya ..no refill ..

Well , initially I want to email the complain to their management, but I decided to put here. haiz... I don't care whether they refill or not , but I don't like to be fooled >< !

that's all for the story .

good capture .. haha

retake many times.. :X actually quite heavy ..

And accidentally , I met a guy who I met him for 1st time during afternoon, in the place he works , at Jalan Sultan, for 15-20 minutes only. When I walked into Wong Kok , this guy N greet with me, a second before , I heard his friend asked : you know her/him? I thought they were observing others (in fitness first) .... but the guy N talked to me ... omg ... in fact I cant recall who is that .. hahah ... and ... I feel shocked ... I wish to talk for a while.. but... seems too busy for 2 of us .. lol 

too many stories happened in a day .. & I found that I like gay so much ........... wuahahaha ! XD

ji mui ~

Pre-convo photo session ♥

17 Sept 2011

UKM, Bangi 

DECTAR > FSSK > FST > MAIN GATE 

hahaha ........... unexpectedly ........ we have a few and some more volunteer photographers to help us to take pre-convo & convocation photo collection ~~

THANKS , THANKS & THANKS A MILLION ~

It was saturday , we queued up at 8am , although the session open at 9am , why ? Because of the "efficiency " & the "intelligent" working attitude ...


Grabbed the robe & hat ... left & started the "runway" photo taking session ....

alright, since all photographers & us are busy , this is only preview session .. stay tune

very very hot .. cannot open eyes ..

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everyday I'm shufflin'

Met up with a group of "future" food scientists yesterday .. had good singing time ... back to " 80's " ( lolz .. I just realized what was it about when I re-read the sms ) ... oh no .... I know SNSD only de ... muahahhahaha ...

a lot of funny things and topics ... that's why the post title is " I'm shufflin " ....

 

the "80's" song came and suddenly being cut .. due to "this special session" .. 

we were stunned a second as well  ..

enjoy getting older babe ♥

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Cravings Kitchen & Bristo

 went with a friend .... initially we wanted the giant burger .. in the end ....we ordered ala carte

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I ♥ gatherinG ! ~

After a long long time ... we did not gather , sit down and talk for long ......




20 Aug 2011 Balakong

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The contented working life - I ♥ korean BBQ ~

I have joined this company for the third week .  As usual, the working life is so far so good.

Yesterday was having new principal training, and the big boss arrived.

We had good lunch =) , nearby the office , altogether.  The foods and environment were good.

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Half of August 2011

Honestly, the post entry is getting lesser since I work. Actually, except working, tiredness, and nothing special happened in my life, I don't know what else to share. Yes, working is tired. 9am to 6pm , Monday to Friday ( thank god, I got my dream job ( atleast it fulfilled one of the criteria , no working on SATURDAY ! ) Anyway, the life is so far so good.

The job may sounds challenging, as everybody is asking me, can you handle to stress as a salesperson ?

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我是一名♥打工女

 1.8.2011

除了打工女一词,我想大家也可以叫我六号,因为我在那公司是第六个加入..6 是我的幸运号码.

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[转] 苏珊米勒2011年8月天秤座运势

亲爱的秤子，最近你一直比自己曾设想的还要严肃、沉郁得多，因为土星一直在你的日宫穿行并督促你努力工作以达成目标。回头看看过去的岁月，你也许会感叹，与你现在考虑的事情比起来过去就像游戏一般琐碎幼稚。你已经成熟了，你放弃了那些浪费时间的活动来提高生产力。
土星教导我们，我们在生活中最珍惜的都需要我们尽全力去争取。土星希望你设立目标，也正因土星掌管时间观念，当它经过时我们常常觉得时间不够。人们 想要结婚、生子、立业、著书、城际迁移甚至出国、重返校园或者做些什么重要的事为未来的生活带来稳定、打下基础。土星经过时往往会有新东西需要学习，如果 确实如此，将会有一位良师或益友教你该怎么做。我开始占星时的星相和你们现在一样，所以确实，走向新的道路时你并不确实了解它会通向哪里，你唯一知道的就 是你必须要做的是什么。 

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八 ♥ 一

寂静了一阵子,又来到七月的最后一天,明天就是八月的第一天, 第一个星期一.

"寻工记"该告一段落了.从某大公司回来后,上天给我的不是困难,是让我强壮.也许我没有期望会得到那份幸运的待遇,相对我没有所谓的失望,灰心.然而是一份平静,得到的更多,得到我要的,新朋友,见识.哈~

当人生跌入谷底时,这意味着你只能往上爬,没有退路可退 . 所以上天让我在这之后安排另一个机会,然而这个机会来的刚刚好,一切就好像是冥冥中注定.. 那是一个忙碌的下午,经历高潮迭起.. 谢谢亲爱的和学姐,老爸,密友,损友 ... 让我不再犹豫..只管前冲. 犹疑只让人却步, 害怕, 迷茫, 所以我放手一搏, 踏出第一步 . 我不能左右别人对于我未来的看法,我只能决定我未来的去向. 顾虑和流言蜚语让我不能自己, 但顾虑和流言蜚语绝对主宰不了我.

之前我说过, 天时地利人和, 我想我又遇到了.当别人不懂珍惜你的时候,总有某人在某个角落等待着你, 是上天的眷顾, 让我又遇上了.

惜 ♥ !

X O X O ! 

面试奇遇记

我最近好像面试很上手了.... 可以说是来者不拒 ...　哈哈　

我昨天去的那间公司真的是最容易的面试.也许我抱着只去看看是什么工作,环境,其实根本就不想拿到这份工,可是有没有借口推掉,而且申请很久了如今才拿到面试,不懂是不是之前成功的人做了一个月就跑了...还是去了.

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营养师 ... so what ?!

一早看到一篇"中六的心声" .... 我说笔者啊... 您太天真了..... 即使你的成绩是4.0 也不代表你一定可以进到医学系, 我不是讽刺他的意思, 只可惜在那门外拿着 stpm 4.0 3.98 , 3.96 ...  还多着呢, 还没把matric的算近来, 还有保留给本地人的学位 .. 还有还有那些四肢发达的"标青者 " . 一个大学一届的医学系新生.. 也不会超过7/80人吧 ....  也许有着我们爱莫能助的原因 , 但是在这前提, 有更多更委屈的人在你前面等着上诉.

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待业记

我是一个毕业兼待业中的人。

上个星期开始面试去,如今在等待消息中.

什么工？ 有自找上门的,有银行,有职业介绍所的,有营养师,客服服务,有食品研发的....

有的理想薪水太高了,有的薪水不符合的,有的太远了,有的待遇不好的,有的上司太难搞了....有的,还没见到....

今天去了职业介绍所,一开始给我填了资料,最后一栏，如果拿到这份工要给“注册费” RM12.65 ...如果９０天内辞职或是失踪了，就要赔偿薪水的８０％ ...... 　是不是好像看到的报章报道那些骗人的新闻列?我也有这种感觉，可是那个人说没关系,真的只是给那个数目就好了. 当然我签了，反正又不一定会拿到这份工，又不懂是什么公司．

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恐惧源于无知

Bersih 2.0 开了一个头...还有更长的路需要人民走下去.

开了很多的新闻,部落格..... 看着很多人,年轻一代的我们,有的大无畏.... 挣扎....恐惧...或..缺乏敏感.

发现我们这一代年轻人, 把信息带给上一代,基于我们的上一代,担忧着513重演,而且爆发更严重...的事件.

可是,净选盟 2.0， 和平解散了.

从昨晚的封城行动开始, 官员把人民搞的怒火三丈. 司马昭之心,设下陷阱让受害的人民把矛头指向所谓 的“非法”集会. 然而这群受害人,有的却还看不醒司马昭之心.

我们的上一代,我们,老百姓也在害怕，为什么呢？影响经济问题?破坏国家形象? (有点牵强吧？我们有什么好的形象可言?) 看着照片.影片里的人头破血流,催泪弹涌进医院范围,我不寒而栗,

很 多人知道游行的诉求是什么，（当然也有很多不知道709是干么的, 诉求什么）,有者也担心游行所带来的后果，可是游行在我们的印象里，几乎联想到是暴乱的意思.

其实每个国家都有一样的游行...是我们孤陋寡闻,或者说,我们的新闻自由不自由. 当然科技发达... 只要你懂上网, 没有什么不知道 .

今天本人没有走在街上,但是给予最高的致敬,给那些为我们将来,无惧于打压而奋斗的勇士.

净选盟 2.0, 即使在官员口中是被"和平解决"了, 与其同时, 在这一次, 也传达了意识,政府,我们醒觉,我们要求,我们需要您聆听,我们不再是过去无知,盲目把手中的一票投给我们无法付托的代议士,其实问题不在于你是蓝，红或黄, 是当这些颜色各自结合起来, 一切都处于灰色地带 .......

七月七日晴

 上个礼拜和两个大同难得叙旧.......剩下的另外两个... 真的是一个南.. 一个北 ..  基本上这四个人　两个北,两个南 ....

傍晚有个人乘着等待时间给我打了电话..但是同时又有其他人一直打来救助... 所以我和前者的通话断断续续地....直到她的聊天时间到时了,就有待下次再续....

然后再脸书遇到通话中提起的到的美人鱼... 巧!看来工作了生活真的变忙了...　哦...我想起某人打来的用意是要恭喜本人找到工...谁知道本人还在待业中...哈哈哈....

看来各自都开始到轨道上了,当生活安稳平静下来了...就会开始怀念以前的欢乐时光... 无忧无虑　往后呀.. 到底有多远?但是感觉会很美好,虽然起步很艰难... 憧憬 !

哎哟...我想吖 我最亲爱的... 突然我想唱 k.....

The power of survival

I read a blog directed from Facebook about a blogger who has cancer, she blogged about her journey battling cancer, and then from there I was directed to one of the blogs she followed ... The intention of the link in the FB is she needs fund for her treatment, she is 18 y/o and had her SPM last year.

I didn't read all the blog contents. I feel painful when I saw the words ... The very 1st time I approach this type of blog content, it's not a medical officer blogs about medical research/information .. it's a cancer patient blogs about the scientific terms, medical devices, drugs used and therapies she has to face, physically and mentally pain. I won't say it is suffer or torturous process .. it's just pain, maybe as lightly as a needle pain, yet from the deepest within . But she lives strongly ..

Live in uncertainties .. feel thankful to be able to awake in the next morning ... I feel life is powerful .

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