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Sunday, December 30, 2007

开学咯~

今天一大早就回去宿舍登记拿房。 打扫了一大轮。。。干净的咧。。。 害死。。。。如果我的房的风扇好一点我还会考虑回去住。。。可是。。。 真是人间地狱咯。。。。如果要回去住的话这次我一定带我的私货风扇。。。不过在那边没电脑也是一样死翘翘。。。又没有的上网。。。差差差。。。。。。。。。。10个差!!!!!!!!! 厕所还是一样烂 !!

 

明天不知道有没有上课。。。。 希望没有咯。。只是登记一下这个学期的科目就好。。。然后就等着倒数 。。。。

2008 要来咯~~~~~~~~~~~~~

突然好想喊着一句话~  2008 要来咯!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 

 

很兴奋?也没什么。。。 只不过2008还没来我就要去上学了。。。显爆!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 又是辛苦的日子了, 为什么要有考试?考试又是为了证明什么? 在这个国家我真得看不到他的教育系统对人民有什么贡献。。。 天啊。。。。。 救救我 !!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

在新的一年里我希望学业猛进,因为第一次的成绩烂到爆。。。大学的考试真得不简单。。。科目真得太多了 。。。 苦啊。。。。。

 

我也希望。。。。。。。。。。。。。。, 认识更多的朋友,活的更精彩

 

新年的到来, 果然感觉到喜气洋洋。。。

 

 

突然想唱一下 dak dak lak dak dak dung chiang dung chiang dung chiang ...dung dung chiang ~~

 

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

 

也祝福我的朋友每天幸福快乐 。。。。 好期待新年哦。。。。 回去要跟大家再唱歌喝茶

Friday, December 28, 2007

总结~

好像写了不少 ,可是又好像少了什么的。。 模糊的记忆。。。我尽可能把我记得美好的回忆都写上来, 不知道是不是大家分开半年没见了,觉得这次的见面大家都更珍惜彼此的友谊。。我很难想象接下来的日子,人数会不会变少,但是我们从没到齐过。。即使如此, 较熟的那几位standard people ..我们也可能很久才能在聚在一起,大家都各分东西了。。。希望十年,二十年,三十年后的reunion大家尽可能的出席 。。。

 

 

模糊的记忆

我很想记起

我不曾忘记

也不想忘记

时间一去不回

只留下美好回忆

和坚固的友谊

但愿友谊不变

你我永远铭记

Stmike 07's gathering ( 11 ) - 22/12/2007

haiz 过了这天我就要离开我的同学和朋友了。。 这一天还真的充实的咧 。 八点多跟skyspeed 去了 jesselton  , 十点多,stmike gang 原本说要去club 1 谁知道爆了, 后来改去 encore . 这晚我们也约了thein gar lee , 好难得哦。。。好久没见的同学。 原本也有约lina  她却没来。。好可惜。。 总是凑不完整。。。去encore 唱得不够啦。。。。 才两个小时。。很多经典的歌都没唱到。。 扫兴。。。。嗯。。。 过后我们也是去了巴刹。。。。

 

 

Stmike 07's gathering ( 10 ) - 21/12/2007


早上七点多。。。我sms mak goh , 他说他没睡。。 还真的没睡的列。 我还以为他们睡不醒, 原来是vb装睡不醒。。害我等了这么久。。 大概九点多我们才到sim sim.

stmike gang 的作风依然没改, 说八点, 实际时间对他们来说是九点。。。总是迟个半个一个小时。。。

 

到了那里, 我打了电话给ken keong ,自从第一次的聚会后他就没出现过了。我打给他时他还朦朦胧胧。。。 想装睡。。我恐吓他如果不快点过来我们就去他的家, 他立刻起身说即到。 哈哈。。 因为他的家真得很靠近下。 过后他还真得很快就过来了。原本那天下午我们也约了去唱歌, 不过大家都累得说话都没力, 只怕去到那边不是唱歌,是睡觉。后来就取消了。 

 

那天早上我以为我约了早上十点洗脸,mak goh 载了我去那边是才发觉是下午三点。。 天啊。。。 那时又下雨, 我没车回家。 幸好ah loong刚巧去了对面的giant , 我问他如果过后是回家的话我就跟他的车。。。好险。。。 然后下午唱歌的是取消了, 我就去了洗脸。。 晚上大家都没出去。。 因为他们以为那天是冬至, 其实不是。。不过大家都是没出去。。

Stmike 07's gathering ( 9 ) - 20/12/2007

终于这天晚上我们去了jesselton .... 本来是因为vb 而去。。 谁知道这个人跟stmary gang dota gathering 。。。 我们一早就去了那边,大概八点多,因为怕没位子。。。

我们出席的人有

1. 喔

2. lina

3.tiger

4. makgoh

5. ah loong

6. jiande

7. kin kuai

 

到了打烊时,tiger 和lina 要回去了。。 剩下我们五个standard people 就去了ultimate .... 就是在这里。。。 阿杜的他一定很爱你就被我们改编了。。。。

 

 


第二天早上,我们还约好去吃皮蛋饺。。。 哈哈。。。 一定要吃的哦~!我前两天还一早约了ken keong ~  

 

那天凌晨,jiande , vb , fu goh , 他们说要去mak goh 家睡, 因为vb 之前跟stmary gang dota gathering .. 懒得驾车回家。

过后我们约了明早8点去吃皮蛋饺。 他们还说不睡觉等天亮直接去。

 

Stmike 07's gathering ( 8 ) - 19/12/2007

这个晚上, 和standard people gang去看了i am legend ... 还遇到了jason loke .... 过后我们也去了巴刹。。那一个早上,是我们那么多天,聊得最迟的一个凌晨, 我们大概三点多才离开。。。。

 

Stmike 07's gathering ( 7 ) - 18/12/2007

原本说好要来个 bbq .. 可是地点又找不到, 不是没有地方,只是麻烦别人就是不是那么好。。原本我想去我家弄的,可是我家又没有炉,叉等等。。。又怕那些男的去我家很无聊, 因为我家没有电脑,又没得上网,到时他们真的是来bbq 。所以我就弄了个晚餐,去一些特别的餐馆,而且有冷气的。大家都赞成。 最后我们就去了indah 一间新开的台湾美食馆。

我订了十个位子,原本是要替alex , yee fui送行的,因为他们最早走,要去旅行,谁知道他们两个都没空。 最后yeefui只是来了一下下。

 

晚餐后。。我们又去了唱歌。。。。离开餐馆和encore 之前我们都拍了照哦~~很美一下 ~~ 呵呵。。 

Stmike 07's gathering ( 6 ) - 14/12/2007

这天早上他们真的去了gomantong ...

 

晚上的时候ah loong打来说要不要去喝茶,我以为他们下午就回来了。因为我下午两点多短信jian de时,他说他们在sukau 吃午餐。原来他们是在找地方吃午餐,到了下午4四点多才在拿笃吃午餐+下午茶+晚餐。。。。。疯狂的一群男

 

晚上,我们去了lina家一会儿。。。然后我们就去了四哩喝茶。。。这次我们去了新地点,原本我们是要去jesselton 的。。。可是那天是拜六晚哦。。。 满座啊。。逼不得已去了隔壁那家home recipe .... 他家的咖啡真的是无敌差哦。。。ah loong点了一杯expresso  喝到一半他说是巴刹冲的kopi o gau gau gau罢了。。。天啊。。 这么差的一间店。。 当初我们还没进去时也是逼不得已。。。而且里面又没人的。。

 

后来。。坐到差不多打烊我们也回去了。。。

 

这天,vb没来。因为早上的时候他没去gomantong ... 所以这次只有

 

1. me

2. lina

3. ah loong

4. mak goh

5. fu goh

6. kin kuai

7. jiande

Stmike 07's gathering ( 5 ) - 14/12/2007

早上十点 , 原本这天ah loong他们说好要去gomantong, 而我没加入。 我就跟我的家人去了sim sim皮蛋饺。很巧的, 我下去sim sim时,在医院附近转下sim sim 时,mak goh的车就在我的车隔壁 , 然后我又看到ah loong的vigo上着北路, 搞什么啊。。在sim sim那边又很巧的又遇到邱品杰。 我告诉他们这天去gomantong ,后来他联络他们却改了时间。明天才去,因为当天下雨。 之后 simon 又突然来电,说要去喝茶。。我又说他们去gomantong,我们俩喝什么啦。。后来原来他们去不成了, 要找地方吃午餐。结果我们就去了grandview.吃完午餐。。。。才十一点多。。无聊的我们。。。真的不知去那里。。。不知谁突然说去唱歌咯。。。然后。。。。。。。我们就一群人又去唱歌了。。。

 

去到那边。。。 还没到十二点。。那天又是星期五,还没开。。。我们等了一会儿,然后就进去了。。。我们先给了两小时的钱,后来一点左右,ah loong有事先走了。 无所事事的我们继续唱。到有人来问要不要加时,我们在加两个小时,因为一小时才RM3哎。。不唱白不唱。大概一点多,ah loong忙了回来。。我们又多一个人了。 差不多三点多,我们够钟了。 离开之后, mak goh带我们去一家吃冰的店。。。 蒙查查德我们不会去。唯有跟车,可是那天又下雨,我们还真的是够应节。。我跟了simon的车, 兜了一会儿。 在育源中学隔壁那栋楼, happy 那间店的前面double park问mak goh那间店在哪里。。。。原来。。。。。。 那间店就在我们眼前啦猪~ 就在 happy 隔几间。。 我们还真的苯咧 ,那间店叫做 snow house . 泊好了车, 进去里面就问到一股怪味, 不是好闻的味道啦。。 总之就是怪。大家都到齐后,坐下来不知要点什么, 我就说每人点不一样的, 然后每一种口味都能试咯。 果然, 每个都点不同的。 我点了芒果base的+芒果酱。有的点绿茶, 咖啡,酸梅,草莓,mulberry ,香草。。。

 

最好吃的是 mak goh的 coffee ... 最dai 的是 草莓 ,忘了是谁点的。。 因为只有他的草莓酱是有草莓的。 最“好吃“的莫过于fu goh 的 酸梅。。。 哈哈。。。。。。vb 还泼他冷水说像烧焦的味道。。。不过还真的满像的嘛。。 赫赫。。。

 

五点多。。。人家要打烊了。。 我们也会去了。。。。

 

出席的有:

 

1. 喔

2. ah loong

3. mak goh

4. simon

5. fu goh

6. vb

7. jiande

Stmike 07's gathering ( 4 ) - 12/12/2007

这个晚上。。跟standard people gang 去看了一场凌晨电影, beowulf ... 吓死喔。。。 

 

出现的有:

1. 喔

2.ah loong

3. vb

4. fu goh

5. kin kuai

6. mak goh

7. miah

8. angel

9. jiande

Stmike 07's gathering ( 3 ) part 2 - 10/12/2007

都已经忘了我讲到哪里。。。 恩。。 是滴, 也是10/ 12 / 2007 , 只不过现在是晚上发生的事。

 

下午约齐了人, 晚上到subway聚会。 大概。。。。 九点多。。我到了那边。。。看到好多人哦。。。。 连很少见到也不是很熟的朋友也在那里。。 壮观啊~ 呵 。。

坐下后, 原本想换地方的,想去jesselton ,因为大家都没去过。后来才知道原来vb的生日蛋糕寄放在subway了。。所以无所谓了~在那边也不错。。

 

过后时间也不早了,我们建议吃蛋糕~原本还真的想唱歌给vb听的。。嘻嘻。。吃了蛋糕后。。。都无所事事了。。。大家也开始要换地方了。 所以大家各走各的,有的回家,有的去夜店, 而我们那群standard people就去了standard supper place,巴刹。。。。

 

这一晚,拍了不少照片。。。可以说是乱拍一通。。有不少张是重拍又重拍。。。角度和灯光都有问题嘛。。。。

 

 

嗯。。。大概就是酱多吧。。。那晚没什么奇怪的事情发生。。。。

 

出席的有:

 

1. 喔

2. lina

3. ying ying

4. lam lam

5. mak goh

6. ah loong

7. fu goh

8. vb

9. jian de

10. miah

11. jeffrey

12. john thein

13. simon

14. yee fui

好想blog一下

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本来准备要去煲剧了。。。 可是还是来blog一下下。。。

 

 

刚才无意间看到vb的frenster, 看到他的favourite music 写着 hei yeh ...... 我没想到他爱上了这首歌。。 哈哈。。。。 听起来好像很色情, 可是以后每次唱这首歌就会笑翻全场 。。。 本想练好这首歌的。。 不过如果我唱得太好了,你们就没得唱和音咯? 呵呵。。。 表怕。。 留给你们唱吧~

 

 

 

 

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Encore ~


安可, 安可, 安可。。。 encore ~ 表误会..我是说的encore karaoke .. 回去这么久,几乎这间encore成了我们的新地方..虽然歌是很旧的,不过还好,还有些能唱的.不过,几乎都变成我们的版本了..哈哈第一首歌是…….最衰是chai yee fui,好好的一首对唱歌被他破坏了。。。你们记得哦?真是的。。 不过以后这首歌再不是两人对唱了,因为到高潮部分你们都一定会唱那两个字了,对吧?哈哈哈哈 。。

 

再来一首,就是beyond的歌了,以后在最后十分钟才唱beyond的歌吧,酱才能尽兴嘛。。

 

还有。。。我们也唱了不少大合唱的歌,都成为了我们之间友谊的主题曲,kenangan terindah 就是其中一首.还有你那么爱她

 

..过来就有,阿杜的歌..你们真是的, 我叫你们几个扮他的沙声, 不是他肚子痛在唱歌

 

新年回去会更热闹,可是人越多,越难唱到,而且新年又双倍

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

XMas eve dinner

having the dinner with italian foods ...

 

 

 

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Monday, December 24, 2007

Stmike 07's gathering ( 2 ) - 10/12/2007


星期一早上, 前一晚我就收到了tze tze 的短讯, 说第二天10 am 去四哩的kfc 聚会, 我没想太多, 原以为是跟stmary 的同学, 也刚好没事做, 也一直已经很像约他了。。所以就答应了。 前一晚原本约好了ah loong他们谈一下bbq的事 , 但是最后泡汤了。。收到那个短信后,我也forward给ah loong 了。

由于那天一早我就出去了, 我也事先告诉tzetze 和ah loong我会11点过后才到。。 大概11 点。。 我就到了kfc.. 看见tze tze , lam lam , ying sien , tan guan keong , jeffrey ,jason loke , fu goh 和 vb .. 还真的没想到最后那两个人酱早也会泡头。。 哈哈。。 

 

过后,很突然的simon短信我问我那个晚上有什么搞作。。我说你决定咯。去喝茶咯。 过后。。 他说不如等下也出去吧。。我想。。酱临时可以吗?又不知道要联络谁。我叫他自己联络人马。。我随时奉陪。。反正我也出来了。。也跟不少人在一起了,不久他就打回来说已经联络打几个小猫了, 我这里也有几个小猫。。然后他就从家里出发。原本约在两点, 不过大概12.30 我们在kfc 未免坐了太久了吧, 而且又没有冷气。 所以决定先去 QQ, 把时间改去一点 。

 

其实那时也还没决定要去那里,因为lina在indah 的另一边,那边是新店, 大家也没去过那里,也有打算要去试一下。。不过我们还是现在QQ集合, 然后才决定。 我跟了ah loong 的车。。去到了那里, 坐下之后, 我们就先到先等。 去到那里, simon 又没有载到人来,原以为他会载tiger, 我也没越到什么人, 约到的都是出来了的,都不用载, 何况我又没车,约到了我也再不了他们来。 不过后来tiger打来说他也来,simon就去载他了。  他说陪他去载人, 反正那时也没几个人在 QQ , 我就跟他去了。。 过后!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

就是这个时候。。。车开了。。simon电话响起。。在转出路口时。。。话讲得兴高采烈时。。。。。。。。。。。。。 突然冲出一个穿白衣,驾motor的肥马来猪公。。。。。。不用多说。。。 他干的"好事" 。。。。。驾车时使用手机,罚款 RM 100 , 然而这条粉肠的车牌过期几个礼拜都还没弄新的。。 最后就说爸爸拿去jpj renew 了。。haiz ... 然后他身上又没小钱, 我又没遇过这些事情, 那个猪问我们要saman kah ? simon就说saman lor ... 那个猪又说: kau mau saman atau mau apa  ? 他妈的。。。 我真的想拍下他的罪行, 我的隔壁邻居是traffic head , 他真不知道死。。我们的政府实在腐败!!!!!!! 最后simon说要给他rm 50 ,我说不必了, 我只拿了 rm 30 , 那时我们停在路边, 我把钱包拿出来时, 那条猪还紧张地说,turun sikit turun sikit 。。 pkm babi u .. 又要吃钱又要怕。 我把它的名字记下了 , 叫 RAMSUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!忘了记下他的编号。。

 

后来。。给了钱。。我们就走了。 原来打给他的是我们的朋友,ketek .. simon说他打来不知是祸还是福。。 哈哈。。 久久不打来, 打来却让他破财。。

 

过后我们就去了载tiger .那时我一路上打给mak goh ... 可是咧。。 这个人又还没醒,又不接电话。。不知打了多少次了。。。原本在交通圈要回头去载他了,他还是不接, 最后我说不要理他了, 就算去他家如果有人在家,他就会有车, 如果没人在家,他又没醒,在外面等也不是办法。所以我们就直接去QQ了。。 

 

到了QQ ..还原本想改去jesselton ..可是ahloong 他们已经叫了东西, 所以我们就在 QQ好了。车泊好了, 坐下来后,我SMS LINA 叫她过来这里好了。。 可是她那时没车。。 我们又刚坐下,就看哪位先生车手去载他咯。。 最后 , simon 去了。这是他就说来个人陪他去, 啊不然等下又遇到traffic就赌烂了。。 呵呵,, 然后我又去吃车风。 

 

载了lina回到QQ后。..坐下不久。。。。。simon电话又响了。。。 这时是mak goh打来的。。。他说他没有车。。simon /dweng .. 过后我们的人越来越多,后来ah loong就说轮到他去载人,lina就陪他去。

 

终于我们就坐在那里休息聊天。。。这时。。tan guan keong跳出来说,chai yee fui没来的。。我没说什么。。如果再约的话,我想那时他也是在睡觉。 我们还开玩笑说,派某某人去载他啦。。反正一轮载一个人,就在这句话结束后,还来不及回过神时,tgk把电话递过来,对着vb 说 :chai yee fui 问你可不可以去载他? 

 

我们当场笑到滚地。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。现在回想还真的还是很好笑。。。。。

 

不过还好ah loong去了载mak goh,应该没酱快回头,所以就打去叫他去兜yf ...真是趣事连连。。 超搞笑。。。

 

最后。。。。大家都到齐了。。。。原来他们有收到sms说那晚也是有去subway的。。好咯。一次过全部人都知道,不用一个传一个了。

 

大概五点多吧。。。我们来了各大合照后就回家。。。。

 

这次的出席的有 :

 

1.我

2.lina

3. ah loong

4. tiger

5. simon

6. mak goh

7. fu goh

8. miah

9. vb

10. jason

11. tze tze

13. jeffrey

14. tan guan keong

15.chai yee fui

 

 

不过jason , tze tze ...先走了, 合照里没有他们。。

 

 

晚上的subway聚会。。。 待续。。。。。。

 

 

 

 stmike 044

 

 stmike 045

 

 stmike 046

 

 

 

 stmike 047

From left to right :

 

chai yee fui , lina , waiyee , fu goh , mak goh , ah loong , VB , miah , tiger , simon

Stmike 07's gathering ( 1 ) - 06/12/2007

 

 

这是大家上大学后, 在今年的第一次聚会。 主办人就是。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 我。。。。。

 

 

嘻嘻。。。。原本是迟一个礼拜才搞得,也原本只是一场喝茶的见面。。 但后来遇到的人数的不少了, 决定再提早搞多一次聚会。

从原本的喝茶改去晚餐。。由于大家都刚从外地回来,所以要去一些较特别且没去过的餐厅。(还好山打根的经济没至于那么差, 还有新的地点去)。 我们决定了要去打边炉。 是由我们其中一位哥儿们提出的。 粥底火锅, 在八哩某一家餐厅。

 

最后我们一共有12 个人。。建议地点的那位却没加入我们,不过也如我们所料。

 

还记得另一位哥儿们,说是在我们那晚的第二天才回到来,所以也没跟他联络。我也没上网,几乎与网络断线。

谁知道。。他的好兄弟到了傍晚才问我有没有叫他, 我也蒙查查。。我哪知道啊大哥?你知道也不叫他一声?跟他吵架了?[jk] 然后才匆匆忙忙的通知他。。 还好。。来得及加入我们。。超搞笑的一班“兄弟”

 

我们预定了12 个位子, 8 点晚上。不过我在通知大家是说的是7 点。。 因为他们不会数学,不会看时间, 总是迟到半个到一个小时 , 果然。。作风依然没改。。

 

由于我们都不清楚地点[ 搞笑吧?] 我其实大概知道, 不过不确定,以防万一, 我约大家一起出发,酱就万无一失咯。。。 哈哈哈 。。

 

我警告各车手晚上七点到麦哥家集合。。谁知道。。最后收到晚餐聚会的那位先生竟然最早到, 当然身为主办人的我也是最早到啦。。呵呵。。。

 

这次的晚餐其实也有另一目的,就是请我们的“海鲜先生”作为庆祝生日的一餐 08 - 12 - 2007 。 因此。。他是最迟到达的那个, 果然生日大晒。。。

 

终于都齐人了, 我们要出发了。。。 哇赛。。。 还加了不少车。。几乎平均一辆车坐两个人罢了。。

出席者分别是:

 

1. 我

2.alex

3. ah loong

4. ken keong

5. tiger

6. miah

7. jian de

8. vb 生日那个人

9. fu goh

10. yee fui

11. mak goh

12. san sin

 

然后我们有8 辆车。。。。

 

 

san sin最后才来,大概8 点多吧。。 因为他要去打球。。 他来到的时候 ,大家都吃得差不多了。。 然后我叫他再叫他要吃的。。因为之前我们叫的分量也不是很多。。我们有一个咸菜汤底, 一个粥底。 当他吃到粥底的那锅时, 他说: 哇!!!!! 这粥好甜哦!  当然咯。。。 我们吃了酱久了。。什么精华都在那里面了。。 呵呵。。 然后又有几个男的说不够饱, 我就叫他们一直refill咯。。 反正不用钱的。。然后又有其他几个说。。酱不是整肚子水?。。。。。。。。。

 

大概九点多。。。大家都吃饱了。。。 我们也来个大合照。。作为我们2007 gathering 的纪念 。。 顺便也更换一下我们friendster里的 stmike group 的合照。 不过我们没有摄影师。。还好桌子旁有一条木栏。。我们把相机摆在上面, 然后设定时间拍下。

 

过后。。 大家都喝饱吃饱。。也不想去喝茶。。我们就去了唱歌。

 

我们刚好12 个人, 拿了 party room . 虽然我们有些不是很习惯。。不过后来都被其他的人影响了。。。气氛还不错下 。。大概12.30am ++ .. 店家要打烊了, 我们也差不多last song 了。。 那时我们又来个大合照。。 也是没摄影师。。不过这次拍得比较好。。因为他们全都挤在一起。。都笑得很灿烂下。。。

 

过后。。。 我们还有3rd round... 就是四哩巴刹的干捞面咯 。。 还有还有。。。。。 chinese teh ping , teh 生熟奶ping .. lolxx

 

 

 

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放假后遗症

haiz ... 上机前一晚, 大概是放假太轻松了。。有点不习惯要回到正常的作息。。两个字来形容, 亢奋。。 这后遗症我想大家都会有 。。 只不过我比较早,因为我第一个离开。。

 

 

懒惰虫在我身体里打转 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

我回来了。。。 但一样会想念你们

昨晚离开了我的家乡,又回到了这里。。 。心有不舍。。但我又想念我的电脑。。可是。。不幸的是现在我面前的荧光幕竟然坏掉了。。x的。。 我的电子用品总是接二连三地坏掉。

 

我的同学昨天早上也去了吉隆坡, 不过明天就会去了。原本约好和这里没回去的旧同学刚才出去, 可是时间真的配合不了了。。 新年再见吧 ~~ 圣诞快乐

 

其他还没回去各大学兄弟姐妹们。。 还在家乡。。还能在圣诞节聚在一起庆祝。。 不过圣诞过后就陆陆续续的回去 。。大部分都在27 , 30 , 31 离开。。

 

 

Thursday, November 22, 2007

我要做model

哈哈。。。。 上个星期六去times square 欢喜地茶餐厅看到top 4 .. 帅哦。。。。。。。 女的。。。ok 啦。。 真人比较好看。。。 感觉比电视上亲切。。 赫赫。。 可惜偷拍不到他们

 

本来朋友说如果他们朋友在的话就一定会上前要求牌照要签名。。 不过我没什么兴趣。。。 如果是吴尊就不同讲。。 哈哈。。。

解脱咯 ~~

哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。。。 我的第一学年第一学期的第一个考试终于在今天上午十点三十分结束了。。。。嗯。。。 心情。。。 还好啦。。。我只能说考了这么多天我今天最会做 。。。 天啊。。。 什么鬼问题。。。真的鬼才答得出。。。不过算了,已经准备重考。。赫赫。。考到4.00为止。 也为这一个学期来个闭幕,为来着的新一学期下定决心重拾心情

 

 

星期天回家咯~~~不过现在又没有什么期待的心情要回去。。没什么好思念的。。就觉得又会看见一些曾经熟悉又陌生的人。。显

 

不知道为什么大学的生活既轻松但又沉重。。平时上课真的不管前面的人在讲什么。。大家都作各自的事情。。但是这次的考试。。即使读了该读的,也读不用读的,也读了但没出的。。但是出的就是我没读到的。。算了。。这不是我所追求的。。满期待新学期的到来,期待着新的朋友,期待着跟刚认识的朋友有更一步的关系。。不知不觉。。。大学就是这样开始了。。。我还在懵懂着。。。

 

大家假期愉快。。。。

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

我不配

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这首歌真得写得很好。。 其实不一定是名人才有的苦恼。 当你爱上一个不平凡的人, 或不应该爱上的人, 都会是同样的问题

 

作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

 

 

 

 

Saturday, November 3, 2007

蒲公英的约定

这首歌真得很动人。。。jay 的更佳杰作

 

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Friday, October 12, 2007

我后悔了


haizzzzzzzzzzzz我现在又在电脑前发呆。。。。。 我没有最新那本hubungan etnik .. 真不知道要怎样考。。。。。 koko 读了又读,真得觉得有够废。。不知有什么用。。。读了又不记得。。真x马x  .......  真得很不耐烦了。。

 

我下定决心。。。来着的sem我都要constantstudy ...即使在这14星期里没学到什么。。。 可是就是读不完。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 吃大便的。。。。。。。。

 

我要努力。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。现在真狼狈。。。 我后悔了。。。 天啊。。。。 给我多一点时间

Sunday, October 7, 2007

AM me

我又来了。。。。5 分钟前才刚做完我的数学,一个chapter而已!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!。。。。显哦。。想去佳礼灌水不过serverdown ..不会真的“水灾“吧?嘻嘻 。。。

 

 

不知道要做末添。。。。。。想要等天亮, 不过这里很迟才天亮。。又不想睡,,即使喝了很多红酒。。。亢奋?又不累。。。不过又不想读书。。。又不想玩电脑,不想看戏。。不想浪费时间。。。可是就是不想读书咯!!!!!!!! 真是挣扎。。。。。。。。。 我决定。。。

 

 

还是边煲戏边读边等天亮。。。。。。。

Saturday, September 15, 2007

一公升的眼泪

终于。。 我在看这部剧了。。真的。。 真的。。 每一集都在哭。。那种感动,无奈,无声胜有声的感受, 那些演员真得太会演了,100分!!  

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

等待

总在夜深的时候 
独自想你的温柔 
心里有多么爱你 
却又不曾说出口
我努力暗示着你 
你却又装作不懂 
我对你的关心 
难道你从来都不懂
想对你开口 
却又怕你离开我 
请你教我教我该怎么做

等待怎样才等到你的爱 
告诉我怎么做怎么说了你才懂
才能够换来你的温柔
我怎样才能握你的手 
告诉我怎么说怎么做了你才懂
你才会了解我的感受

爱爱 请你给我你的爱 
怎么做怎么说 
怎样才让你感动
才能让你 真正属于我  

 

 

 

some parts of the lyric ~ a song from ukmer [ wei .. don look down us ok ? this song is in a OST TW drama .. nt bad  ]

 

y jz post this ?? becuz it was singing my feeling now lor ............... can U feel it ? can U hear it ??

Saturday, September 8, 2007

同手同脚

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

你给的

 

最近爱上这首歌。。。。。。。。。

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放飞机

今天有人告诉我。。 最近不知是不是Air Asia大减价。。。刚开始我还听不动。。原来意思是。。

 

 

 

很多人都放飞机。。。

 

我就是那个一星期5都被人放的人。。。。

 

我只能说。。。。祸不单行

Friday, August 31, 2007

爱的哲理


爱一个人,

要了解,也要开解;要道歉,也要道谢;

要认错,也要改错;要体贴,也要体谅;

可以浪漫,但不要浪费;

可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手;

如果你都做到了,即使你不再爱一个人,也只有怀念,而不会怀恨
 

my bad week

this week im so so so bad luck...........  many many many ......................... uncountable ... y y y ................................

 

i jz wan2 CryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCryingCrying

幸福必然?

多意外在日落大道的你与我握手
为何分手可以当做将誓愿搬迁
临行给我一句失去感觉我的天
身处在异地在认路的我太过肤浅
为肤浅漂亮 长期舔着失恋的创伤
你擅长 制造你无悔的伟大形像
不知道 计算到再准方向都会有变
突然再见 别再见
面对每天失意 问我生存意义
闹市内风光转眼变异 分开真的太易
愛到愁雲傷疤 發覺信仰有偏差
那初戀彷似流沙 吹散無從留下
你變了個插畫家 我變了個作曲家

各有各路線分岔
斷了線那風箏 到哪裡落地生根
愛過你仍然是福份
穿梭的路人 每個都可與我合襯
初戀那個烙印 掀起那次地震
總可迫使我鍛煉勇敢
未来的每一步一脚印
忽然感觉一切都是如此的荒谬
做你的情人不如做你最好的朋友
最后给你的爱是你想要的自由
我祈祷就让地球停在这瞬间
不聊天静静散步也很美
我想这是一个过渡时期
要学着忘记还需要一些些勇气

 

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

so headache

today my mum said she received a letter from jpa sabah which stated i got scholraship from sabah goverment , at the same time , i received the jpa persekutuan scholarship too  . it was reli a big big headache thing to me ...

 

since last week i wanna settle my ptptn , then i checked n saw my name on jpa persekutuan scholarship ... so i cancelled ptptn n accepted this offer.

 

then today i just go to cop my setem hasil for jpa persekutuan but then after i settled all these my mum told me v received the letter . after i called sabah jpa scholarship department n confirmed tat this 2 scholarships r diff .. omg ..........i fainted !!!!!!!!

 

i duno which to choose now .. while i accepted the jpa persekutuan scholarship alr n next week hav to submit , but this1 has bond 4yrs ...

 

but then the sabah gov can only post me tml n i will received it in 1 weeks times ....oh no ........................................

 

 

 

im so lost a ......................y sudenli things come simultaneously .is this a good or bad indication ??????????????????

Monday, August 20, 2007

我们的歌

LEehom ~ new song ~ 我们的歌 ~ so touch ~ 

 

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it is so miracle

juzt attended to my fac 9 during last saturday night . overall .. ok lo .. not too good not too bad ... atleaz i had some "hasil" ..lolx .. but a bit wasting time n money in this function ... sigh

 

the nextday , sunday morning . i went for ccc's study guidance's training course ... another wasting time n money program ... quite bored .. but again i got some "hasil" ..  n i left earlier ~ so i cant stay with the "hasil" for long ..

 

conclusion , i got not bad "hasil" but i cant recall them alr ..

 

what is the "hasil" ? 2 leng zais ... muaahahahhahhaaha ... finally i saw there is still somthing UKM could compare to IPTS ... but too few .. haiz ... very hot sale lerr .... i hope meet them again n more of this species ... =p ....

 

too bad this blog cannot add photo ..i wanna upload my fac9 photo but failed !! aRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

hua hua hua hua hua

haiz ...............monday is coming .. tml class start 8 am .. which is reli a BLUR monday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n exam is coming .. blerks..... fac9 is coming .. trainin is coming ...so many stupid activities ler.... y cant i join some meaningful n memorable activities ????? :~~~~~~ 

Thursday, August 9, 2007

silent night n i was back

ehhem .. finally i can sit down n start my blog here ..

 

to9 .. ehem .. i shud said last9 [ 09.08.2007] was the 1st day of ukm pesta convo . n my senior was telling me there is fireworks . 

so tats all for ukm which i don feel interested bout it at all.

 

back to the day since i entered ukm .

 

ehem .. well .. it was the same as i expected .. sux enuf .

 

1 week of orientation , reli reli reli sux .. another nightmare in my life which i started to saw wat penisular's pigs were doing .

 

very long story .. only the last day i feel enjoy .. the 6 days ... will be shared soon ..

 

emm then start classes...haiz.. so lazy la .. long time didnt go to class then ..

 

but wats the difference is in sch , u have to wake up at 6 n go sch b4 7 , but uni , u wake up at 7 , go the earliest class is only at 8 . n the sun in penisula is rising a bit late than sabah .. so u wont feel lazy though it is 7 AM . but i still feel lazy lo coz im lazyworm ..keke

 

sudenli blank ..

 

jz feel so so bz although im more free compare to my frens ,who join pt [ pesta tanglung] , fac9 is coming then pasta convo which i don join any of it . next week jz hav my fac9 which date is not confirm yet .. then sunday will hav a training ..so sien la .. haiz.. uni ppl owez do such boring things ..when i expose to the private colleges/unis ppl ???? local uni is reli reli bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n bodoh .. avday oso saw the pig population ..siens

 

ohya .. last fri9 i was having my com9 - college night . emm .. i paid RMxx .. then i got a t shirt , a nasi goreng n 1 small piece of egg , 1 prawn , 4 satays , 3 slices of honeydew .. n tats all .. haiz ..

 

but i watched the perfomance from UTAR students.. .wahsai .. tats wat i called normal human being lar... u can never see this kind of show in ukm , im guarantee .. how sad to hear that ..

 

n oso from korea .. so handsome oo.. few of them la .. hehe er ..sorry shud be 1 guy only . after tat i back home n the ending of com9 i duno n not reli wan to know . but i dont see the ppl i wan to see again since i saw him once during orientation . i even forgot his face

 

emm .. wat the difference i saw from ukm n sabah , the students / ppl / kids here r more clever lor ... in sabah , my f6 mates , majority were born in 1986 so they enter uni this yr . but here ukm , most of them , include me are 1987/ 88 / 89 de ..

 

so .. most of them didnt study remove class .. then they are from matric . n they seems , as chinese , easy to go into matric , while in sabah .. it is not fair for chinese lor .. no chance at all . haiz .. those 1989 more geng , pts student + skip remove + matric + cgpa > 3.8 + get famous course ... omg ............. wat a weird human .. but their faces so old than me lor .. haha .. study too much till lose of ages physically ..

 

this is a serious problem , which goverment shud take responsible .. n this is y sabahan will nv improve coz they let the ppl stay back in sbh but with low quality n high quantity .

 

tired ... to be continued

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monday, July 30, 2007

im back ~~~

yo yo yo !!!!!!!! i am back ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

 

finally can blog here but lack of time .. jz drop few words to show that i was 'appeared' ...

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Dear my darling ~

hehe.. is the topic attract you to read ??

 

yep ... dear my darling FRIENDS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i just finished a yum cha from QQ jz nw , i think this is the last yum cha of us in sandakan for this year . although not all of u present , but those attended , i enjoyed the tea n fun . at the same time , our opposite table , there oso a stmike gang was gathering too . 10yrs senior .. 10 yrs later , they still got a lot of ppl ... some of them even getting married .. i wonder .. 10 years later , anyone of us will meet each other again in sandakan ? is this a promise ?

 

those who get ums .. hopefully u all are happy n enjoy , im sure u guys must cuz all in same college n course ! so near nia ... almost half of u r thr ...

 

those who get local uni or going to college in peninsula ... plz take care ya ... for those in johor .. pls pls pls ... cuz the safety thr .. hmm ... jz always stay alert la...

 

those near to kl de ... hehe ... lets hav a drink in kl den .... miss u guys ~~~~~

 

those in kk !! when im coming back to sabah .. i must go kk de .. pls serve me !!!!!~~~~~~~ kekeke ... i nit a place to stay with u all ..kasih tumpang sikit la k ... lolz .... n who is taking computer-related course ... yo ... owez update to me k .. coz im computer-idiot ...  n reli nit a computer-pro to consult ~~~

 

 

 

 

I MISS YOU GUYS ALWAYS ~ GOODLUCK IN UR WAY YA

Monday, June 25, 2007

我为我而生


很快的。。我的量地生活即将结束。

 

很快的,大学生活要开始了,倒数五天,有种不祥的预感,有种忐忑不安的心情。

 

即将结束十字头的年龄,踏入另一个人生转折点,我为我的人生,作了一个决定。一个彻彻底底能够影响我以后的人生的决定。

在大学收入名单还未公布之前,所有的人,包括家人,亲戚,朋友,老师,同学,我不认识但认识我的人,都觉得我会未来药剂师。然而我自己却一点也没有这种感觉,到底要成为一名药剂师,是需要付出多少努力?需要牺牲些什么?牺牲的又是值得的吗?得到的是什么?是我想要得吗?名誉?地位?金钱?利益?关系?每当这个问题被提起,这些问号就会各自一一浮现。一度与家人的意见不和,朋友的抬举,学长姐的推动,亲戚的期望,都是我想要放弃的念头与冲动,很奇怪吗?

 

我很怀疑这条不好走的路会是我要的吗?当然,完美的人生,荡荡大道,也许是每个人梦寐以求,然而发生在当事人的身上时,是那么地难以抉择。我面试时,那位印度先生说,也许你不是有钱的孩子,但是,不一定穷就不能读这科,不一定穷就不能成大业。这些话我都明白,我都了解。我当时心里很想问他:没钱,你家的大学,会让我免费的读完整个课程吗?

现实生活就是如此。人类也许不应该轻易放弃,但,挣扎太久,到最后什么也没得到却换来痛苦,那又何必?一开始认命,往另一个方向飞行不是更好吗?何苦执迷不悟?

 

因此,我认命了。我选择进入政府大学,是我的第五选择,食物科学与营养。虽然这不完全是我想要得,但还有少许是我要的。好了,决定好了,去吧。家人都松了一口气,亲戚们也一旁安慰着,同学们抱着恭喜的心情祝贺。我不知道我拿到的科系有多好,只觉得,我那么地努力,去争取我要的一切,我想知道的一切,我最后得到,别人不用付出也一样得到,相同的东西,唯一不同的是,我没有一位他们像我自己的朋友。我把我得到的都分享给大家,结果大家一起分享,那么,他们付出的又是什么?我得到的是什么?有谁来谢谢我吗?谢谢我教他们的一切,谢谢我告诉他们的一切,谢谢我指点他们的一切。我自大吗?我在老黄卖瓜,自卖自夸吗?只有偷吃辣椒的人才会知道辣。秀才遇着兵,有理说不清,就是我这种。心里真得很不好受,很酸。。。。

 

令我放弃的,无形的压力。经济来源的压力,家人的压力,亲戚朋友的压力,自我要求的压力,学业的压力。。这些都让我喘不过气,还未踏入这条路,就已这样了,我要怎么走下去?所以我决定放弃了。我让自己再放肆一年,一年后,也许想法会更成熟,到时再来看看面前的道路该怎么走。。也许很多人觉得还浪费一年时间是那么的愚蠢,可是这是我心甘情愿的,我不后悔;即使后悔,到时也是于事无补了。一年的时间,换我的一生,有那么不值得吗?我就赌上这一把。

 

今天回到学校,老师们问我拿到什么,一开始听到大学的名字,还不错,当我说到什么科时,都没人知道这科是干麻的。同样的问题,学弟妹问我,反应也是一样的。顿时,我觉得我很失败。即使我是冠全校的又如何?即使我是冠全城的又如何?我最后得到的,也不过是如此。。一般老百姓听了都觉得白痴的东西。根本就不算是什么,我从来没觉得是什么骄傲的事情,只不过家人带来的压力,总让我觉得我应该是酱做的,我应该要有酱的成绩,酱的成就。即使我也很想,但我想低调的享受这些。可是现实却不让我这么低调,只觉得我总要在世人面前演戏。我好,管你们屁事?要你们来捧?一点都不稀罕。

 

过后,再去到一个药剂师朋友的店,我一直都不敢面对她,当我决定了进本地大学。之前我问了她不少关于药剂的一切,几乎是99%要进这科了,她让我懂了很多关于药剂的,这一切一切是我家人一直以来都不能理解的,我也不想去解释,反正我就知道他们最后的反应和结果是什么。她和老师学弟妹的反应一样,我从她脸上看到那种失落感,比我更失落。我妈还问她一句这科好不好,她没回答,但我知道,她的答案是:最好的那科我早就告诉你了。

相比之下,当然,药剂师的地位,荣誉,无可否认比一个食物研究员或营养师来的高。相对,学费无论在私人界或政府也是比较高。不过,政府的学费还能负担的起。私人不是负担不起,只不过有点吃力,是个负担,正正是个‘负担’!就拿政府的药剂和私人大学的药剂学费相比,私人的一个学期是政府的10倍。

 

政府的食物科学与营养和私人的药剂学费,是相差30 倍。一般的有钱人,所谓的就是那些能够进私人药剂的学生,出国的留学生,等等等等,他们根本不能理解这一切。无可否认,本人亲自体验目睹。

 

我个人觉得,这是莫须有的一笔学费。即使我成为一位药剂师,背负着十万的债务。四年行尸走肉的大学生活。当然,十五万买一个药剂师名誉回来也许值得,但是人走到最后,期待着的又是什么?遗憾吗?荒废的青春吗?

 

所以,再次让我鼓起勇气决定这个事实,往前走。我期待的大学生活,我期待的人生,豁出去了。即使毕业了不知会做些什么,也许会失业,但是在这未来四年我不会让我的青春人生留白,尽情去做我要的。

 

倒数三天,不知要与网络分手多久,好想念。。没有网络,还真得与世界脱节。当然,与现实面对,是很好的实习。我会坚强面对这一切,因为,是我为我自己而选择,再怪谁也没用了,最后只会听见争吵,埋怨,哭泣,悲伤,难过。。算了吧。。就让这一切让我来承受

 

 

 

 

这首也许不是很符合,但是有些点是有touch到的

 

 

 

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

sore throat

sore throat like hell ... mute for few days .........suxxxxxx ..any good thing happened soon ? i doubt so

Friday, June 15, 2007

每日一言~1

Once a lie is discovered , you 're a liar

 

 

 

Well done is better than well said ~ Benjamin Franklin

Monday, June 11, 2007

frenster's server sux?

lolz ... cant wait for those pre-IT personnel to create our own forum .. somemore here is quite convenient .. but dontknow why i cant/hard to reply here too FREQUENT and also cant add those wanna join :evil:  :evil:  :evil:  :evil:

 

 

sux ... cant reply above in frenster ... argh

Thursday, June 7, 2007

SHE ~ 五月天

 

虽然现在已经是六月了。。 但是这首歌的意境仿佛还在周围。。

 

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Sunday, June 3, 2007

飞轮海-专辑介绍

最近才开始留意他们的歌,有几首觉得还不错听。。

 


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听说爱情回过来

听说爱情回来过

在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见面说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
痴心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深深爱着
有一种想见不能见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
这一种想见不敢见的伤痛
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的她
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

 


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Saturday, June 2, 2007

陈奕迅-淘汰 , 周杰伦的demo原版~


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让你们听听连陈奕迅也觉得perfect的原版demo ~

原来这才是真的你


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王心凌新歌- 原来这才是真的你 。。。 感动哦。。好喜欢她唱这类型的歌

 

 

我关了手机
用力地深呼吸
告诉我自己
没有什么了不起
就当我和你
演一出爱情戏
流一点眼泪没关系
也许是我太年轻
不懂你要的关心
并不只是一对一
才会伤害自己
爱情过了保险期
就像玩腻的游戏
不想再要一对一
可是没有耐心

原来这才是真的你
无法掌握自己的心
偶尔花言巧语
偶尔又选择逃避
自做聪明
原来这才是真的你
习惯演戏
随时在磨砺演技
忘了什么叫做珍惜
你想找谁合演对手戏
这是你的权利
就让你自己决定
虽然泪水淹没了眼睛
我却轻吻让心痛一个彻底
决定就现在喊停
不再受委屈
ho~wo~ho~

 

 

 

motivation

motivation .. an invisible power in our life , just read my fren's blog , and thought of this . not only in study , but also in life .. but where can i find this motivation from ? i have think of it , before , is from my ex-classmates , but how bout in the future ? and recently just finished a drama , quite touching , and the main character found her motivation from her idol , walau eh , of course , that is only a drama , in real life , it is impossible that it will happened , possiblity = 0.001 % .. im finding back my passion n i need motivation , encouragements right now .. to get ready to my university's life ......it must be so tough .. wuwuwuw :~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ which i never hope lehh .. simple life .. but unusual ppl owez desire for simple life .. am i unusual ? hehe i just want to usual then .. feel so sleepy just now but after having a sleep bout an hour now become energized and eating ice-cream .. yum yum ~~ haha .. my favourite .. complicated feeling tonight after viewed of someone's blog and pictures , make me feel  life is so colourful and wonderful , however , when is my turn ?? travel around the world , especially to europe is my dream , but in coming 5 years i still cant do it :~ at the same time , im getting old , really wanna do alots of things during young but sometimes out of my control .. dilemma

Thursday, May 31, 2007

wow !! so miss ~~~~~

long time not here alr ~~~~~~~~~~~~ feel so close but too far ...

 

recently owez in somebody's blog.. hehe ...  sometimes quite wonder what is the other's feeling when reading my blog .. maybe now is in holiday so not much story to share .. cuz when i read other , it seems their life is so busy and many things happened [ they r busy ] .. until i feel tire to read =x ..

 

 

 

今日感想:

 

仿佛相隔遥远,却感觉很靠近

Friday, May 25, 2007

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what bill gates said

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

peninsula trip ~

last week i just back from kk[kota kinabalu] .. went to imu bpharm intake's interview , which worth RM 600 ~ surprise ?? haiz .. then tommorow i will go to peninsula for .. emm .. 1 weeks ++ .... to have a look during CUCMS's open day ~ maybe wont go to their walk-in interview yet .. just want to know how is the environment there =="" cant imagine at all !!

Saturday, April 21, 2007

某人与某人的故事

某人突然很想告诉某人,某人很想认识某人,可是因为某人不是平凡的人,所以很难不被外人觉得某人是因为某人的人气才想认识某人。可是某人不否认,是因为某人的成名,某人才认识某人。。但某人其实只是因为欣赏某人的才华,才想认识某人。平凡的某人想遇上不平凡的某人。。其实不难想象,这是几乎零机会的妄想。。缘分的奇妙。。某人还在参讨,有缘千里能相会,无缘对面不相逢,某人很相信这句话,所以某人也没很刻意的去追踪某人的一切。可是更奇妙的事情就是常发生,距离那么遥远,可是感觉却那么靠近,莫名的感觉常常伴随,这是多心?还是心有灵犀?还是想太多==||| ???梦,虽然会醒过来,可是美好的一切,只能在梦里实现。。有梦过总比从没梦过。。美好的梦。。 我再等你来哦~~~某人,某人依然期待突然遇上某人的一天

Friday, April 20, 2007

把祝福留在街角

若真遇见我们应该如何是好,我想我还是会站在某一个街角,不让你看到只因为我不想打扰.只因为怕你解释不了;只因为现在你的眼睛里.她比我还重要...我只好假装我看不到,看不到你和她在对街拥抱,你的快乐我可以感受得到,这样的见面方式对谁都好.我只好假装我听不到,听不到别人口中的她好不好,再不想问也不想被通知到,反正你的世界我管不了.若不想问若不想被通知到就把祝福留在街角

Monday, April 16, 2007

爱才。。。

许多人,我的朋友,同学。。 都以为我只和有钱,有车,帅哥。。做朋友。。我的心声,我的择偶,我选择朋友的条件。。 大概就像以下的。。我的朋友,认识的人。。 有的富有,有的贫穷,有的中等。。 有的帅,有的一般,有的样子有点抱歉。。有的聪明,有的不怎么样,有的iq较低。。有的很有头脑,有的普通,有的幼稚,有的成熟。。 有的年长,有点年少。。有的驾小鹿,有的驾b字头m字头。。有的没驾照。。。有的每两三个月换新手机,有的没手机。。以下就是我的一些见解。。

 

这个世界有许多恋人,可惜你有才华没良心,盼你更坏赐我决心,明白伤心不需要忍。这个世界有几多好人,偏偏你有才华便吸引,全世界劝导我都不应允,聋得令知己伤透心,抱我双手在震。如今怎算好我亦在计数,太痴心没好报。无奈我拿着爱,当一个奢侈嗜好,凭歌令我倾倒。你是台上明星犹如提醒我别逃,你往日凭着情歌来跟我互相倾诉,离别你后听到怎算好。听你唱歌死了也甘心。这个世界有许多小人,只得你那才华极吸引,而我也懒为你的过去追问。或者不可以忍,往往只因未衬,一唱歌便勾起我心瘾。

爱情原来的开始是陪伴

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀,翅膀是落在天上的叶子,天堂原来应该不是妄想,只是我早已经遗忘,当初怎么开始飞翔,孤单是一个人的狂欢,狂欢是一群人的孤单,爱情原来的开始是陪伴,但我也渐渐地遗忘,当时是怎样有人陪伴,我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停,也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心,只是心又飘到了哪里,就连自己看也看不清,我想我不仅仅是失去你

to my favourite =X


i reli wonder .. wat can the fans do for their idols ? the same words , same dialogues .. owez tell to the idols .. it is supportive , but sometimes too much will feel frustrated too ..

thus , i choose support my favourite , im not sure m i like the fans of him too , but im still rational lar ! i choose to support him quietly .. im not dare to send him a message .. haha .. so pai seh .. cuz many ppl .. especially mei mei .. sent him the same things , same points .. sien lerr ... hopefully .. suddenly one day .. he accidentally read my blog ??? hehehe ..

 

 

 

 

 

 

p/s: my favourite 'him' [tbh] , pls message me / tell me wor if u read my blog ..  *shy*

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