It's the last day of November. A lots of unexpected things have happened ... from day to day , week to week , my mental is stressed ...I don't even know what to review for the whole November, the saddest memory, the happiest memory, the best moment, the worst moment... etc ..
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
i'm tired
today i did my bunsssss again .......... and then ..............
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Sunday, November 28, 2010
it's 2011 Gathering !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~
was excited discussing with an ex-classmate of mine about the gathering for CNY 2011 ...
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10:33:00 PM
有一点点...
可能有一点点空闲,一点点放松,一点点时间..我又看到过去.
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12:23:00 AM
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Friday, November 26, 2010
i ♥ Phone
If you could neglect0 your netbook or laptop by having a device which enables you to connect to internet, check your mail, meanwhile, it has camera function, making & receiving calls, sometimes, having your favourite music...
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9:24:00 PM
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iphone
failure & succeed
omg .... I did nice buns today !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it indicates i'm gonna fall for next week ...
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7:27:00 PM
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Thursday, November 25, 2010
finally, HE has to lunch with US ! ♥
lolz.......... after we failed for ... emm .. many many many times to date our sv to go for lunch, finally we went together today.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
blind lady
omg ... my contact lens spoiled !!!! today i shall be a girl with half sight ability .... :~~~~~~~~~
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8:59:00 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
A gift to give
i heard a new lecturer came in last day .. i think this is an indication that
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10:14:00 PM
leg sprained
today is abit down .. because my leg like sprained .. or cramped.. i don't know .. but tired == ...
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5:43:00 PM
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the life of thesis
Monday, November 22, 2010
im anak manja
10 tanda sifat-sifat anak manja
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11:58:00 PM
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my supervisor
full or empty ?
Today was so so so busy .. in fact... not much of works but lack of time !
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8:24:00 PM
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my supervisor,
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Sunday, November 21, 2010
resilienting ...
We barely understand
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could
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不是我不明白
我努力微笑, 心里却悲伤着. 不想虚伪地装作坚强,我真的一点都不好. 我想乐起来, 不过应该时间还没到来.再难过一下下就好 ...
有些事心里明白 却不能够明讲;
有些话不能表达 有些话当时我没有讲;
未来的路实在太漫长 我也害怕
他说
有些事心里明白 却不能够明讲;
有些话不能表达 有些话当时我没有讲;
未来的路实在太漫长 我也害怕
他说
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10:00:00 AM
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我以为,我好了
醒来第一件事, 历历在目..事情在我脑中闪过.. 我以为我好了,因为昨天看“医生"了... 原来我依然害怕,今天
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Saturday, November 20, 2010
plan changed
i keep thinking what time should I go out tomorrow, as i & my groupmate planned to do our works earlier then we can end earlier too because our papa is not free ..
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11:33:00 PM
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the superpapa & the lil' baby girl
early in the morning, papa called the baby girl that he has reached & he was about leaving. baby girl was cooled & did not want to talk much as she was on the way from her ex-company .. she was keep thinking the comment from one of the ex-colleagues .. in fact papa could informed another twin sister.. A minute later,
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6:19:00 PM
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Jogoya again & i went 2Pavilion for 3x within 6 days
too frequent i went to there.. last Sat, past Wed, & last night .... and the xmas deco background was captured until bored ... because I had a dinner at Jogoya ...
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Friday, November 19, 2010
i feel lucky and grateful to have your
17 Nov 2010 - 10am
went to crazy shopping with the seafood family since we all had no lab to do on the public holiday ... i should post this earlier than the incident happened. Before i could relieved, before i could settled it, i did not tell anyone of them. i appreciate that at least, though they really can't help me anything .. nothing but i have them ..
Caring and gossip merely a um distance .. people caring or people gossip, i appreciated all. but too much of gossips just irritated me
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6:08:00 AM
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food science,
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The shopping day -lowyat 阿业靓汤, Fahrenheit again ( uniqlo) & pavilion
17 Nov 2010- 10am
From the previous post, I should post there but there was a sad post so i make it separately. I went to both of the malls on last Sat as well and visit again after 3 days with my coursemates
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Fahrenheit 88,
pavilion,
seafood family,
uniqlo,
yes 4g,
阿业靓汤
Thursday, November 18, 2010
life is miserable
i feel sorrow ... i'm sorry to my beloved friends and lecturers .. i know
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8:48:00 PM
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我不再快乐
付出的永远得不回... 太高的期望,一切只换来失望,出乎意料的失望,即使是少许的期望,都不被允许,我彻底绝望. 我不再快乐,从那一天开始,快乐不再存在.我从未故作坚强,从不坚强.如今一点点让我走下去的力量也不再存在.我彻底崩溃,我看得很清楚,这一切...未来的未知数,从不掌控在我手里...人生依然需要走下去,明天还是会到来,但我已不再是从前的我,我不是我,我不懂,我到底值得什么... 我存在的价值到底是什么... 一切的谎言,终究会被看清...是我太傻太天真.. 结果结果,我承受这一切,我从来没预料过的....我习惯从未被明了,从未被珍惜....
我不想面对人群,我自卑,我狂妄自大.我不想听任何安抚的话,我已听过无数遍.又有多少人真正明白我的困境.
我想把我自己密封.
如果我的文字对你来说太粗鲁了.是你真的还不懂我.我就是这样的人. 我面对不了你,还有大家.我已不想追究...我放弃.. 我不再嘻嘻哈哈,不想鼓励别人,不想乐观面对.我累了... 但是没人看见,听见.......
我不想面对人群,我自卑,我狂妄自大.我不想听任何安抚的话,我已听过无数遍.又有多少人真正明白我的困境.
我想把我自己密封.
如果我的文字对你来说太粗鲁了.是你真的还不懂我.我就是这样的人. 我面对不了你,还有大家.我已不想追究...我放弃.. 我不再嘻嘻哈哈,不想鼓励别人,不想乐观面对.我累了... 但是没人看见,听见.......
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Wednesday, November 17, 2010
lunch with aKong @ bangi
16 Nov 2010 - 12.00 pm
yesterday was half day for all staffs of my dept ... even most lecturers were on leave except MY SV .. he worked full day ...
rushed to finish my labworks , as we'd planned to sing K..
yesterday was half day for all staffs of my dept ... even most lecturers were on leave except MY SV .. he worked full day ...
rushed to finish my labworks , as we'd planned to sing K..
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LAB - "lactobacillus"'s birthday @ 21st Century,Kajang
it was "LAB"'s birthday .. the lactobacillus .. so we went to 21st century to celebrate it after our sing K session ~ it was my 2nd visit ...
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kajang
Monday, November 15, 2010
huhu ~~ actually my papa is hardworking gehh
today is G00D dAy for me & my groupmate ~~~ because our papa solved all of our problems.... muahahahahahhah we found our problem solver in the end ....
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8:23:00 PM
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
hehehehehehehehe .............
today was really GOOD day ~~ i think the lucks have return .. yuuuhuuUUUuu ~~~~~~ my supervisor kept his promise ~~
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4:21:00 PM
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Subject: haaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiyyyaaaaaaaaa
I emailed a mail entitled haiiiiyaaaaa to dr.haiiyaaa ...................
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6:35:00 AM
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full of uncertainties ........
i wish, he actually did not forget;
i wish, our 'nian li' very good;
i wish, he could wake up;
i wish, what we prayed hard, would return goods....
because
i wish, our 'nian li' very good;
i wish, he could wake up;
i wish, what we prayed hard, would return goods....
because
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12:37:00 AM
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Saturday, November 13, 2010
jIngle bell ~ jinglE BEll ~ jingle aLL the Ways~~~~
huhuhu ........ I know it's abit early to sing this song ~ but X'mas is coming ~~~ lalalala
purposely went to Fahrenheit's UniqLo today ~~~ & passed by Pavilion
purposely went to Fahrenheit's UniqLo today ~~~ & passed by Pavilion
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10:48:00 PM
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chapter 8,
Fahrenheit 88,
pacific coffee,
pavilion,
xmas
eSter bakery class~ lalallaa [ COTD: Choco muffin with sultana ]
lolzzzzzzzz ..................... finally i re-completed all the equipments I need to resume my baking hobby ..... as most of them left in hometown ... I gotta to bake .... for "Sunday`s program"
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buddies,
in the kitchen,
my baking tutorial,
SOP,
stmike
Friday, November 12, 2010
bo pi bo pi !!!!!!!!!!!
haissssssssssss........................... today not too bad but not too good too ... the only good was my sv finally came back to his room 2 hours before finish working hours, although he should be at his house ... as he on leave
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Thursday, November 11, 2010
i got another bad day ...
haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ....... my 6th sense today is so so so accurate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i sensed bad .......
as i woke up i sensed today gonna a bad day ..... don't know why .. as i think more i feel more worried and uncalm .... before 830am finally i sms to my supervisor ... arrrgghhhh ............... atleast if we really have no others way , in case we would failed from "the tough task" for this early morning, we need to discuss with "the head" .. since my sv only comes back next Mon ....wuwuwuwuwuuwwuwu :~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but then ... he only replied me:
as i woke up i sensed today gonna a bad day ..... don't know why .. as i think more i feel more worried and uncalm .... before 830am finally i sms to my supervisor ... arrrgghhhh ............... atleast if we really have no others way , in case we would failed from "the tough task" for this early morning, we need to discuss with "the head" .. since my sv only comes back next Mon ....wuwuwuwuwuuwwuwu :~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but then ... he only replied me:
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9:42:00 PM
我看见太阳升起
突然发现,我之前每天都在太阳还没出来就出门了.今天比较迟,走到阳台,突然发现天空好亮.....还以为
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7:23:00 AM
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thought of life
Your deserved to pay more
because you met his "twin brother" ..... lolssss ......
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12:00:00 AM
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food science,
my supervisor,
The friend
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
超低能,劲搞笑
看到大家的投诉,不屑,愤怒。。。犹如当初不懂事的我们。。。
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11:00:00 PM
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Monday, November 8, 2010
头昏脑涨
今天好像经历一场灾难.................................................. 因为陆陆续续大家都开始各自的实验了。。。好忙,好热 ... ....
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w0w ~~ I have ENOUGH sleep finally
today My eyes finally look equally same size .... before and after I put the fake eyelashes ~ In fact I was not intend to wear that .. Because I feel good as they look good.. muahahah .... but as I put it ... they look even better .... huhuhuuu ... g00d dAy ~~
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7:17:00 AM
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人性,就是这样丑陋
每当来到生死关头,当然闪的闪,跑的跑。。。即使把你踩死在脚下,别人也没管那么多 ,反正我死不如你死好 。。。人性就是那么地廉价。。。那么地卑微。。。
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4:20:00 AM
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Sunday, November 7, 2010
Food Microbe Laboratory 's Rule
lolz... I & my groupmate are fed up with people who enter the lab & seeing us in MUTE mode .. we so intended to make this & place in front of our workplace .. hahaha ....everyone can read ..
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Friday, November 5, 2010
Juniors' FPD presentation, the halloween show + my labworks
Went to junior's presentation on past Wed, and the lecturers said their batch is better than us .. well ... it's a good news =D and they deserved for all they did. From keep complaining, arguing in the group until they relief and full of satisfications, merely due to the lecturers said : good job , well done ...... etc ...
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10:53:00 PM
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Pasta Zanmai @ Mid Valley
after went to the PC expo, finally I visited to pasta zanmai ... as highly attracted by their dessert ...
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7:30:00 PM
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EOTD : I want BIG eyes , pls save me !!!
my coursemate rang up me in the early morning to ask how to choose a pair of eyelash... a junior of mine asked me last day how do I transformed my small eyes into big eye.
And I show you here now .
And I show you here now .
my original eye size .. I don't know why many people thought that I have double eye lids .. I don't have :~
you need this to have a good skin base
bb cream, Kose foundation cake & office loose powder
then you need these to transform your eyes.
from left to right:
bobbi brown eye line & brush; double eyelid glue; false eyelash glue & fake eyelash ( i took out from the original box , it's from Office); a tweezer; eyelash curler; mascara
1st : draw a fine eyeline on ur eyelid, nearest to ur eyelash edge.
it looks deeper and darken .. more 3D
now you need this ... another coursemate asked do I cut into few segments, I never .. I just put all at one shot ..
use tweezer to help you to put it on ..
like this ....
opened you eyes, then the fake eyelash just sticked near to your real eyelash ..
to make it curler ... use eyelash curler
so, it becomes more obvious ... usually I don't apply mascara anymore.
IF you want combine your real and fake eyelash together, just apply as usual and last, use curler to fix them together
spot the difference
both "wear" the fake eyelashes liao ...
when you see me in ukm, i merely put on the eyelash.
I don't put on eyeliner, mascara ... etc ... yes , only the fake eyelash ....
Done.
WEnt to midvalley for PC expo ~
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6:13:00 PM
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EOTD,
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Thursday, November 4, 2010
Uniqlo, From Tokyo to Fahrenheit 88, Kuala Lumpur
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10:50:00 PM
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Fahrenheit 88,
uniqlo
I'm just as busy as usual
Yesterday early morning, was raining lightly. I reached to my faculty around 8am .. and the lab had opened , by my groupmate. I went up to take our media, and met with seniors. Later, my supervisor had reached. And he asked: Busy arh ???
I was not ready and did not know what to reply. I said: Dr., tonight we gonna stay late oo .... He: ooo .. yakah .. ic ... then he was heading to his room.
I was not ready and did not know what to reply. I said: Dr., tonight we gonna stay late oo .... He: ooo .. yakah .. ic ... then he was heading to his room.
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12:09:00 AM
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buddies,
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ukm
Monday, November 1, 2010
忐忑不安,七上八下
今天的情绪起伏很大......... 三魂不见七魄 ...... 不知如何形容...... 那种无形的压力,我也解释不了,也不知道什么时候 它们悄悄地来了 ............ 我只想回家.............
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11:00:00 PM
Hello November ~
oh no!!!! It is the second last month of the year, November has come in the end !!!! oh no oh no.......... *screammmmmmmmmmmmmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
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12:17:00 AM
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