demotivating [m][o][d][e]

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ................... i'm full of sigh ...... burdens + pressure + tension + stress ... i'll exploded very soon ! how do .. how do i .....
in fact, nothing to worry ... but .. why why why .............. everything is not on the right track .. keep dragged from what's planned .........

it's sounds motivating by my sv ... yet .. that's another trap, another tough path to move on .......................


the end is easy, but the way to the end is unpredictable ... i know .. the power of strength is always there ..... yet ... it's fragile.....

& i should appreciate.

was terrible down by the time i reached in the dark morning.. i started phobia, as time's up by this week ! Yet 'the late concern attended' has cheered me up in the late morning ~ tQ to my beloved 'papa' =D  ..

i wish i wish i wish .. but it never comes true ... still have to move on , fight with the time, work harder for the following weeks ......... !


p/s: 'm expecting the x'mas & the presents .........