Some people ask me how frequent I update here, and what inspire me to blog . If you are good follower, you will notice my posts are quite random, can be neutral , can be extreme.
People who know me well then will know that, in fact, I said before in real life, I blog to channel my feeling , my thoughts, sharing words that I could not deliver verbally, I deliver in words.
Verbally, comes together with facial expressions, tones and body language would let you know my frustration or excitement instantly.
You interpret and judge me , through every single word, I put here.
This is subjective.
I am just emotional and when I can never tell verbally , it means I couldn't cope with it anymore. I would collapse .
Sometimes I just reluctant to go out, don't feel like going to see anyone, do not want to talk a single word, even my family worried that I have depression .