爱的哲理

爱一个人，

要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手；

如果你都做到了，即使你不再爱一个人，也只有怀念，而不会怀恨

 

my bad week

this week im so so so bad luck...........  many many many ......................... uncountable ... y y y ................................

 

i jz wan2

幸福必然？

多意外在日落大道的你与我握手
为何分手可以当做将誓愿搬迁
临行给我一句失去感觉我的天
身处在异地在认路的我太过肤浅
为肤浅漂亮 长期舔着失恋的创伤
你擅长 制造你无悔的伟大形像
不知道 计算到再准方向都会有变
突然再见 别再见
面对每天失意 问我生存意义
闹市内风光转眼变异 分开真的太易
愛到愁雲傷疤 發覺信仰有偏差
那初戀彷似流沙 吹散無從留下
你變了個插畫家 我變了個作曲家

各有各路線分岔
斷了線那風箏 到哪裡落地生根
愛過你仍然是福份
穿梭的路人 每個都可與我合襯
初戀那個烙印 掀起那次地震
總可迫使我鍛煉勇敢
未来的每一步一脚印
忽然感觉一切都是如此的荒谬
做你的情人不如做你最好的朋友
最后给你的爱是你想要的自由
我祈祷就让地球停在这瞬间
不聊天静静散步也很美
我想这是一个过渡时期
要学着忘记还需要一些些勇气

 

so headache

today my mum said she received a letter from jpa sabah which stated i got scholraship from sabah goverment , at the same time , i received the jpa persekutuan scholarship too  . it was reli a big big headache thing to me ...

 

since last week i wanna settle my ptptn , then i checked n saw my name on jpa persekutuan scholarship ... so i cancelled ptptn n accepted this offer.

 

then today i just go to cop my setem hasil for jpa persekutuan but then after i settled all these my mum told me v received the letter . after i called sabah jpa scholarship department n confirmed tat this 2 scholarships r diff .. omg ..........i fainted !!!!!!!!

 

i duno which to choose now .. while i accepted the jpa persekutuan scholarship alr n next week hav to submit , but this1 has bond 4yrs ...

 

but then the sabah gov can only post me tml n i will received it in 1 weeks times ....oh no ........................................

 

 

 

im so lost a ......................y sudenli things come simultaneously .is this a good or bad indication ??????????????????

我们的歌

LEehom ~ new song ~ 我们的歌 ~ so touch ~ 

 

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it is so miracle

juzt attended to my fac 9 during last saturday night . overall .. ok lo .. not too good not too bad ... atleaz i had some "hasil" ..lolx .. but a bit wasting time n money in this function ... sigh

 

the nextday , sunday morning . i went for ccc's study guidance's training course ... another wasting time n money program ... quite bored .. but again i got some "hasil" ..  n i left earlier ~ so i cant stay with the "hasil" for long ..

 

conclusion , i got not bad "hasil" but i cant recall them alr ..

 

what is the "hasil" ? 2 leng zais ... muaahahahhahhaaha ... finally i saw there is still somthing UKM could compare to IPTS ... but too few .. haiz ... very hot sale lerr .... i hope meet them again n more of this species ... =p ....

 

too bad this blog cannot add photo ..i wanna upload my fac9 photo but failed !! aRGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hua hua hua hua hua

haiz ...............monday is coming .. tml class start 8 am .. which is reli a BLUR monday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n exam is coming .. blerks..... fac9 is coming .. trainin is coming ...so many stupid activities ler.... y cant i join some meaningful n memorable activities ????? :~~~~~~ 

silent night n i was back

ehhem .. finally i can sit down n start my blog here ..

 

to9 .. ehem .. i shud said last9 [ 09.08.2007] was the 1st day of ukm pesta convo . n my senior was telling me there is fireworks . 

so tats all for ukm which i don feel interested bout it at all.

 

back to the day since i entered ukm .

 

ehem .. well .. it was the same as i expected .. sux enuf .

 

1 week of orientation , reli reli reli sux .. another nightmare in my life which i started to saw wat penisular's pigs were doing .

 

very long story .. only the last day i feel enjoy .. the 6 days ... will be shared soon ..

 

emm then start classes...haiz.. so lazy la .. long time didnt go to class then ..

 

but wats the difference is in sch , u have to wake up at 6 n go sch b4 7 , but uni , u wake up at 7 , go the earliest class is only at 8 . n the sun in penisula is rising a bit late than sabah .. so u wont feel lazy though it is 7 AM . but i still feel lazy lo coz im lazyworm ..keke

 

sudenli blank ..

 

jz feel so so bz although im more free compare to my frens ,who join pt [ pesta tanglung] , fac9 is coming then pasta convo which i don join any of it . next week jz hav my fac9 which date is not confirm yet .. then sunday will hav a training ..so sien la .. haiz.. uni ppl owez do such boring things ..when i expose to the private colleges/unis ppl ???? local uni is reli reli bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n bodoh .. avday oso saw the pig population ..siens

 

ohya .. last fri9 i was having my com9 - college night . emm .. i paid RMxx .. then i got a t shirt , a nasi goreng n 1 small piece of egg , 1 prawn , 4 satays , 3 slices of honeydew .. n tats all .. haiz ..

 

but i watched the perfomance from UTAR students.. .wahsai .. tats wat i called normal human being lar... u can never see this kind of show in ukm , im guarantee .. how sad to hear that ..

 

n oso from korea .. so handsome oo.. few of them la .. hehe er ..sorry shud be 1 guy only . after tat i back home n the ending of com9 i duno n not reli wan to know . but i dont see the ppl i wan to see again since i saw him once during orientation . i even forgot his face

 

emm .. wat the difference i saw from ukm n sabah , the students / ppl / kids here r more clever lor ... in sabah , my f6 mates , majority were born in 1986 so they enter uni this yr . but here ukm , most of them , include me are 1987/ 88 / 89 de ..

 

so .. most of them didnt study remove class .. then they are from matric . n they seems , as chinese , easy to go into matric , while in sabah .. it is not fair for chinese lor .. no chance at all . haiz .. those 1989 more geng , pts student + skip remove + matric + cgpa > 3.8 + get famous course ... omg ............. wat a weird human .. but their faces so old than me lor .. haha .. study too much till lose of ages physically ..

 

this is a serious problem , which goverment shud take responsible .. n this is y sabahan will nv improve coz they let the ppl stay back in sbh but with low quality n high quantity .

 

tired ... to be continued