某人突然很想告诉某人,某人很想认识某人,可是因为某人不是平凡的人,所以很难不被外人觉得某人是因为某人的人气才想认识某人。可是某人不否认,是因为某人的成名,某人才认识某人。。但某人其实只是因为欣赏某人的才华,才想认识某人。平凡的某人想遇上不平凡的某人。。其实不难想象,这是几乎零机会的妄想。。缘分的奇妙。。某人还在参讨,有缘千里能相会,无缘对面不相逢,某人很相信这句话,所以某人也没很刻意的去追踪某人的一切。可是更奇妙的事情就是常发生,距离那么遥远,可是感觉却那么靠近,莫名的感觉常常伴随,这是多心?还是心有灵犀?还是想太多==||| ???梦,虽然会醒过来,可是美好的一切,只能在梦里实现。。有梦过总比从没梦过。。美好的梦。。 我再等你来哦~~~某人,某人依然期待突然遇上某人的一天
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
把祝福留在街角
若真遇见我们应该如何是好,我想我还是会站在某一个街角,不让你看到只因为我不想打扰.只因为怕你解释不了;只因为现在你的眼睛里.她比我还重要...我只好假装我看不到,看不到你和她在对街拥抱,你的快乐我可以感受得到,这样的见面方式对谁都好.我只好假装我听不到,听不到别人口中的她好不好,再不想问也不想被通知到,反正你的世界我管不了.若不想问若不想被通知到就把祝福留在街角
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11:33:00 PM
Monday, April 16, 2007
爱才。。。
许多人,我的朋友,同学。。 都以为我只和有钱,有车,帅哥。。做朋友。。我的心声,我的择偶,我选择朋友的条件。。 大概就像以下的。。我的朋友,认识的人。。 有的富有,有的贫穷,有的中等。。 有的帅,有的一般,有的样子有点抱歉。。有的聪明,有的不怎么样,有的iq较低。。有的很有头脑,有的普通,有的幼稚,有的成熟。。 有的年长,有点年少。。有的驾小鹿,有的驾b字头m字头。。有的没驾照。。。有的每两三个月换新手机,有的没手机。。以下就是我的一些见解。。
这个世界有许多恋人,可惜你有才华没良心,盼你更坏赐我决心,明白伤心不需要忍。这个世界有几多好人,偏偏你有才华便吸引,全世界劝导我都不应允,聋得令知己伤透心,抱我双手在震。如今怎算好我亦在计数,太痴心没好报。无奈我拿着爱,当一个奢侈嗜好,凭歌令我倾倒。你是台上明星犹如提醒我别逃,你往日凭着情歌来跟我互相倾诉,离别你后听到怎算好。听你唱歌死了也甘心。这个世界有许多小人,只得你那才华极吸引,而我也懒为你的过去追问。或者不可以忍,往往只因未衬,一唱歌便勾起我心瘾。
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5:20:00 PM
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀,翅膀是落在天上的叶子,天堂原来应该不是妄想,只是我早已经遗忘,当初怎么开始飞翔,孤单是一个人的狂欢,狂欢是一群人的孤单,爱情原来的开始是陪伴,但我也渐渐地遗忘,当时是怎样有人陪伴,我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停,也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心,只是心又飘到了哪里,就连自己看也看不清,我想我不仅仅是失去你
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5:07:00 PM
to my favourite =X
i reli wonder .. wat can the fans do for their idols ? the same words , same dialogues .. owez tell to the idols .. it is supportive , but sometimes too much will feel frustrated too ..
thus , i choose support my favourite , im not sure m i like the fans of him too , but im still rational lar ! i choose to support him quietly .. im not dare to send him a message .. haha .. so pai seh .. cuz many ppl .. especially mei mei .. sent him the same things , same points .. sien lerr ... hopefully .. suddenly one day .. he accidentally read my blog ??? hehehe ..
p/s: my favourite 'him' [tbh] , pls message me / tell me wor if u read my blog .. *shy*
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12:20:00 AM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
owez support u
my favourite mr.tan today lose alr but he did very well ... n i blif he tried his best .. so nomatter he is lose or win , i will owez support him .. gambateh ..
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11:56:00 PM
Mr.bean
just recall to write bout this movie .. lol .. went2 it since 2weeks++ ago .. with my exclassmates , which r ex-michalean n some of them oso ex-marians ... the movie actually is so so but i feel it is far more better , due to the ppl who watched with me .. reli funny ... bcz during we yum cha after the movie , we imitated the mr bean .. lol !!! cant 4get about it . n tat night we talked a lots of topics ... long time didnt sit down together n have a nice chat ... n i really wonder .. when will this happen again ..
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8:16:00 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
wEi luN - the most beautiful angle
finally i know how to add video here ... share with u .. the angel ~ with her sweet voices which we canot hear anymore
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2:10:00 PM
eyemasks n new MAC eyeshadows
w0w .... just received my eyemasks n MAC eyeshadows !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yo yo . so happy...
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Barbie @ eSter
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2:04:00 PM
phamacist ? dietitian ??
phamacist ? dietitian ?? i duno wat to choose .. which i will be .. hmmm .............................
*********** c o n f u s e ****************
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12:12:00 AM
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
ops...
just realized i didnt share my result n my life recently ... well .. i got the result finally .. erm.. 4got when alr .. a day in march 2007 .. so ..not too good not too bad ,but to enter local Uni's pharm , it was sux .. very terrible result .. duno rank to whr alr ...
hmmm... now just waiting for the offer letter from local U .. i have no idea which i will get coz it is reli competitve .. haiz.. i duno my luck ..the1 i wan i cant never get [ unless miracle happened lor , but if it does , i scare i duno will chopped by how many 4flat / 3.92 /3.84 students neh ] ..
if i got 2nd choice , don reli know wanna go for it o not .. maybe for some ppl they r passion to go but i still feel insecure lor .. cuz it is nt a profesional course.. 3rd choice ? hai .. even worse than 2nd choice ler ... if reli get 3rd choice .. ARGH !!!!!!!!!!! so confusing :~~~ wat shud i do ??
if get nth ?? lol .. its reli my luck to go to private .. but then i duno which private U to choose again .. omg .. reli a lots of factors influencin me yerrrrrrrrr
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1:08:00 AM
tired
finally .. uploaded all the photo which i wanna do so since long time ago .. but lazy .. coz the photos are big n many !!!! 3k ++ the photos plz.... not easy ler ... im just manage to post some ..
recall many things .. sweet .. tough .. sour .. bitter .. hot .. tire .. suffer .. bla bla .. complicated feeling .. but i never wan to go back to that kind of life ... =_______= just check it out ...
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12:38:00 AM
Sunday, April 1, 2007
msia gov [ msia edu gov ] again
just checked out the forum , seeing my classmates arguing bout the cocum marks.. sounds like reli not satisfy .. but then wat can we do ?? haiz... fair ? not fair ? i think the horse man's eye there is nothing is unfair . it is very fair for wat they did to us ... im not reli sure whether the pk coco did unfair bout the marks , but it was obviously very 'fake' the marks .. i duno my mark is reli deserved .. maybe i can get higher ,now oso not bad , just feel that other ppl who worked mroe than but the mark still same like me ,wat was the point for them work for so hard ?it was sux ... then for those who reli did less .. n oso same marks .. wat the ... but its ok for me .. as long as i get high mark wat .. again this sensitive issue happened again but it seems nobody wans to concern to it ... especially those party which owez said detect for chinese .. shit man .. justice ??? sorry i never belif there is justice but only politic , money n power .. sighh..... my heart was pain seeing this worse n worse system
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Barbie @ eSter
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5:28:00 PM
逆光
也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!
有一束光
那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
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5:15:00 PM
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