NEVER GIVE UP

omg ... local uni application was out !! heard so many things ... so scare aaa ..... although not those hot courses , but even normal courses still , got ppl cant get ... but noen of my biznez of tat ... n i do more research .. n then ... aiiihh ... tat is a fact , reli a truth !!! pharmacy and medic in all the popular local uni in msia are all 4 flat students !!!!!!!!WAKS!!!!!!!!!! how can i survive n compete with them while im so lousy at here +chinese + my cocum so inactive + im sabahan + stpm candidate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 4 flat oso useless ... shit!!!!!!!!! wat to do ????????????? im reli dissapointed ... aiihhhh ...... have to think what else to fill in my 8 choices thr ......... reli no more excuse for myself ... study hard * infinity oso not confident , not sure , no confirm ........ no more lazy , no more reason , no more stress as excuse .... work for it for my smooth road !!! 5 mths to boost it up ........................... amen