可惜你不在

只可惜你不在 我愛上的從來只是幻影　從不存在
說過的話變成了負債
不能為你留的愛　我最好忘得痛快

因為你沒說

其实八月没有很好,即使每天工作其实不是很忙碌，大可以每天浪费时间坐一整天等回家。

我却让自己很忙很忙，到处奔波，每天很早醒来，虽然醒来都告诉自己今晚一定要早睡，但是不到凌晨都睡不着。就这样下来，每天带着疲惫的身躯去上班，更疲惫的身躯回家。。

日复一日。。。除了工作需要，我甚少说话。好像回到某个时候，只想一个人，不想讲话，不想进食，做好每天基本的事情，累了就睡觉然后上班然后回家。。。

有时我很沮丧，自我怀疑是不是有情绪病。

好像每隔一阵子，都会这样。。。

我最近和一个新朋友很聊得开， 可能他年纪比我大，好像比我懂很多，当然他是一位异性，有未婚妻的异性，可以停止联想不必要的后续了。我们的性格不一样，但是喜欢听一样的歌，有相同的嗜好。。这是一个很积极而且正面的人。。即使每天一早他都都给我正能量，可是我就是提不起劲。这个人一定经历了很多感情，它能读心。。为了配合我，然后他每次都给我听那些我爱听的悲歌。。都是我很爱听的，都会流泪的。但是为了掩饰我自己，我唯有用超快的歌回击，例如说《伤心的人别听慢歌》。 我不自觉今天在车里重复了三十分钟。。。

今天一位失联很久的系友忽然问我我们现在的年纪是不是算老了，我毫无犹疑地说不会啊。。。

傍晚我在发呆的时候发觉，其实是有点年纪了，然后很容易，也很害怕会受伤，也害怕伤害别人。

可是又能怎样。。

我真的不喜欢你那什么都无所谓的态度。。从前我会追问到底，不管是误会与否，我都要清清楚楚。如今我却看在眼里，和你一样装作无所谓。我讨厌我自己这样。。。

害怕知道，害怕听到，我不需要知道的解释和关系，即使只是我想多了，却害怕你的一句你其实不必在乎来画上句点。

只是害怕清醒

爱情没有对錯，只是當愛剩下一個人的時候，成了一種寂寞­的折磨.

害怕尋覓新的戀情，所以只想在夜裡，有個可以思­念關心的人。

當美好的回憶都­回憶完了，殘酷的現實還是沒有進展.

害怕的是­每天睡醒後的清醒，而不是睡醒時分的天明. 

I live my way (1)_Ho Chi Minh 2013_Day 5

 Last day - Breakie..

 

 We call this district as high class district, like Bangsar/Mont Kiara because all branded outlets are available here. And many fine dines are located here

 The Church, I made wishes.

 Post office

 Managed to visit the town skybar ~ at wrong time..lolz

Some of them took the flight in the afternoon while 3 of us took the night flight.

Surprisingly, I met 2 of them who joined the same tour with us to Cu Chi tunnel, 2 young spanish guys who work in Singapore :D .

I live my way (1)_Ho Chi Minh 2013_Day 4

Day 4-13 July 2013

Agenda: Cu Chi Tunnel. 45 minutes bus trip

We changed hotel after return from Mui Ne, unfortunately Seventy hotel missed our booking, and we got arranged to the other hotel called Saigon Sport hotel, it was really bad experience :(.

Had our breakfast anyway from Seventy hotel (former Phan Lan Hotel) before depart to Cu Chi tunnel.

The hotel deserves as the winner in TripAdvisor as the room is clean and new. Well, wifi can be improve further although not too bad.

 another famous coffee shop, slightly overprice

 Dinner

 This is Korea bakery shop, open in Malaysia too, at Bangsar. Actually, nothing special.. lol

 ice cream time ~~~

I live my way (1)_Ho Chi Minh 2013_Day 2

11 July 2013_Day 2



Visit to the Reunification Palace (Hoi Truong Thong Nhat), Ho Chi Minh City. Walked more than 30 minutes to reach here ...

 Checking out - Gia Vien Hotel . Very nice , highly recommend !!

 Lunch @ Jolibee ( Korea Fast Food ) before depart to Mui Ne.

 

 Bus Fare

 Snack for 6 hours bus journey.

 Finally reached. Mui Ne Backpackers. A bit out of expectation of the room and view.

 Dinner @ next door.

 Garlic fried rice! Nice ~ the only rice available =.=

We went massage opposite the backpack, around 180K dong for 1 hour ... and get a sweet dream asap as the next morning we gonna wake at 430am ~