b4 & after CNY 2007

before CNY ;

 

i have many wishes .. i hope .. i hope .. avthing is getting better , av new things r coming to me ..

 

during cny ;

 

frens & classmates were coming back ... it seems crowded .. but it seems upset ..the feeling  was so complicated ..

 

 

sooner & later .. frens & classmates were gone one by one ..while there is still people coming back .. i felt weird ..i doubted these ppl will i see again next year ? next 2 years ?? i donno .. but i wish when we meet again , the frenship is still da same .. it still close

 

25/02/2007 sunday , 2 classmates were leaving .. 1 went to kk , 1 went to kl .,

 

24/02/2007 saturday , 1 classmate was back , i'd been long time didnt see him but we stil kept contact .. he changed a lot .. but the frenship is still the same .. compared to other frens who back frequent or meet often  , we r more close n talktative , what theory is this ? i wonder .. it is so miracle  .. or this is wat we called as fate ?

 

27/02/2007 tuesday , today another classmate is leaving soon .. going back to sdyney , this one i oso see him once a year , but do owez contact in msn

 

01/03/2007 , another fren is leaving

 

03/03/2007 , he is leaving

 

04/03/2007 , the two sista r leaving

 

avbody is leaving , im still here , i never think to leave here , not bcuz i have no high aim , but i wan2 appreciate avthing i got here b4 i realized tat im losing it ..the happiness , the sadness , they joy , the tears..soon i n the others buddies who get result soon will leave here too .. n there is where we have to separate n start our journey

 

 

however .. im still doubting where im going to .. where is my junction .. i dont even see my way .. directionless