its coming

world cup came . my sch reopen date is coming soon too . suffer days are coming too .. waks! my fren is right , suffer day is begin ... sien sien sien ... havent get ready yet .. sigh .. reli so tension to think that .. 174 days to go .. * DEEP BREATHING *

成熟的愛情觀

單身，有時不一定是貴族。單身也許會比較自由，但自由也有一個同義詞叫寂寞。
因為人不是什麼時候都喜歡一個人獨處的；有時好東西需要跟人分享，有時候難過需要人安慰。

單身貴族產生的原因，是因經濟上的獨立、人上的獨立以及感情上的獨立。
獨立是什麼？獨立是需要而不依賴，一個獨立的人需要異性，而不依賴異性。

做情人之前，他應該先是朋友。
他成為你的朋友之後，出現在你的生活裏，才有可能認識你、了解你、知道你的長處而對你產生好感，進一步發展感情，變成情人、對象。

世界上的顏色並非只有白色和黑色，黑與白之間還有很漫長的灰色地帶。只要多相處，便能發現對方的優點、產生好感，這才是發展感情的自然過程。
『一見鍾情』以及『從一而終』的感情是不切實際的，我們需要的不是這種不切實際而虛幻的感情。

有人形容跟異性交往，就好像在海邊撿石頭，大家都會撿喜歡的那一顆。一旦撿到一顆你最喜歡的石頭，便把它帶回家去，好好對待它，因為那是妳唯一的石
頭。而且要記住，從此後不要再到海邊去。
(永遠相信，我已經找到最大、最美、最適合我的那一顆）跟異性交往最重要的不是他有多好，而是他對你有多好。

一個人如果條件很好，有一百分，可是這一百分之中，他只給你三四十分，或一二十分；相反地，另一個人也許只有七八十分，可是他卻是全心全意的對待你，那你應該選擇那一個？
其實，每一個人的條件都是一樣的。不管你有多好，都還有人比你更好。你雖然做不到一個『最好的人』，可是你卻做得到一個『對對方最好的人』。

每一個男孩子都可以說：『雖然我不是世界上最好的男人，但我是世界對妳最好的男人』。
反過來女孩子也是一樣，這是每一個人都做得到的。感情最重要的是在於他對你的好，而不是他自己有多好。

但是如果有一個人本身已經很好了，對你又是真心真意，真心愛你，那麼你真的可以把一生托付給他。
現在女性考慮婚姻的唯一條件，應該就是你愛不愛他，他愛不愛你，是不是真心真意對妳，跟他在一起會不會有壓力，會不會快樂，而非他有什麼！

人間的真愛是很難得的。在人的一生中，很難找到一個妳真正愛，真正可以跟他過一輩子的人如果你怯於表達，或害怕會有什麼事，錯失一輩子可能只有一次的真愛，那就太可惜了，所以一定要採取主動，把心裏的話說出來。
如果一個男孩子因為女孩子對他採取主動而看不起她，那麼這個男孩子不是男生，而是畜生。更何況，幸福比面子重要，如果犧牲一時的面子可以換得一生的幸福，是非常值得的，勇敢把心裏的話說出來，不要隱藏自己的真心。

千萬別說緣份未到，其實緣份到處都有，但卻是稍縱即逝，如果『緣』不及時把握，那就沒有『份』了。
大多數的女性對感情是偏重於精神，男性則偏於物質。男孩子除了對女孩子殷勤體貼外，也要學會對女孩子負責任，要將對天下所有女孩子的殷勤體貼，全部用來對一個女孩子。

另外剛毅木納並不能討女孩歡心，所以要學習對女孩子甜言蜜語，多說好話。
男人，為性而愛；女人，為愛而性。一個維持起來輕鬆、愉快的感情容易長久！

一個維持起來艱難而痛苦的感情不易長久，這時後就應該有所選擇。
我們都是凡夫俗子要的是平凡幸福並且快樂的愛情。對所有的感情而言，過程遠比結果重要。為什麼？因為所有的感情都是沒有結果的。

什麼是結果？結婚嗎？結婚之後就過著幸福快樂的日子嗎？可見我們不以感情的痕跡來評斷它的價值感，情也不以時間的長短來論定它的價值。
對感情而言，凡是發生過的都存在，凡是存在過的都有價值。世界上的感情每一段、每一分、每一秒都是值得珍惜的。婚姻是人生裏最大的一場賭局。

사랑해요

사랑해요 if u know this . nice language than others

get ready

wAKS! holiday so fast finished !! still in holiday mood nehh .. but .. the 6 months left shud be finished faster too .. it is time to back to study mood ! just warm up .. shud be happy to back to sch ? i never feeeling happy to back to school .. muahaha .. maybe shud be tension a bit . wondering the 1st how is the assembly , quite curious how the lower gonna die , i swear i will never help them , some i would , those who tot they better enuf , hoping them to suffer till the end .. wondering hows th exam paper , well well .. failed with a super duper marks~ even do not fail , but .. hmm ... not as good as where too :p sigh .. live peace :) get the right way ..do the better of better .. a za a za fighting

phiew ~ still pending

jz saw my fren's nick , next monday is suffering day begin , well my suffering days will be begin on next next monday too .. aRGH ~ finally , thought back , i pass 1.5 yr in my sch .. huh ? how im survive from it a ? i not reli rmb wat was happened when the 1st day , but the feelin on the first was still here . shud i enter herE ? i shudnt . im still regret . but if i could choose again , sure i wont choose it again . but , i think the probability i do it again , yes . many many other factors influenced me .. i doubted . wat shud i do ? whr shud i go ? when shud i do ? how shud i do ? sigh .. still many question marks .. WAKS! still blur , still confusing , still no idea , still no certain directions ..  well .. listening my favourite radio program .. cant think other thing ~ to be continue then ..

horoscope 02.06.2006

A gift you're given has big responsibilities attached, but don't let that stop you.

In Detail

A powerful person will come into your life bearing gifts, and there may be some big strings attached, so don't let your gratitude fog your skepticism. Ask a few questions and get to the bottom of their newfound generosity. You'll soon see that the responsibilities laid out in front of you are ones you could really sink your teeth into. Don't be afraid to be up-front about your reservations, but if you're ready for a chance to show your worth, this is it!

 

i think quite accurate .. i met the powerful person .. it brought me alot of new knowledges .. i asked a lot .. im getting ready to show my worth .. ^^ hopefully

i found a ppl jus like me ^^

well.. im just like u right now .. haha .. i think i wont give up to go to medical field lo if i cannot enter local1 .. i think now most ppl who would like to 'eat gov rice' so they will go to f6 lor , coz all local uni only accept f6 , instead of matrix .  n now i had no regret n nth i could/have to regret too coz i left 6 mths to go .. lOL .. im just pity for those coming generation who their family could not support them to go private u in medical fields n then they have to hide their talent in this field .. how pity is that .. just like me , b4 f6 , i reli not confidence to go to private to take the medical sub coz tat tution fee aa ... waKS.. i try to count , i might not be able to earn back those money to my family .. lol .. but wat to do.. i bet with myself . goin to alevel o foundation , n goin to my way . but if my foundation or alvl fail , then how , cant go in local u then . but if stpm , if i could not go in med field , then go to be a teacher lor .. o other lor .. still save .. but i think i wont .. coz have a goal in life better than doubting ..  wat i learnt in this 1 yr f6 is blif in urself , not to listen to ur mates who trying to seduce u , reli have to be strength n not influenced easily by the others .  i duno why is it , maybe we r not close enuf , so im still aware them . but some of them , it is reli so obvious . they might try to persuade u not to study so hard , this n that , n then they did what they advised u not to do .. haha .. luckily , im strong enuf . or maybe they envy ? hmm .. im just do my best , keep encourage all of them to study hard , keep give them guidelines ,  lending homeworks for those who r weak but hardwork , keep teach to my big competers/enemies/ppl who dislike me . i made a wish , i just wan to live peace in f6 . i did my best , nomatter i fail o pass , tats my efforts . marks would never certified me .. but if can get good mark then good lar .. haha

stpm2

last time , i heard so many ppl said that f6 is a good way , i considered too , ya , not bad . but , tat time just too naive , it is becoz the course n local u which i wan after it . im still in the conjunction n do not hav any idea whr to go after f6 . finally came into f6 too . after the 1st monthly tests , i know how gud m i , how shud i survive in f6 . i nv expect i could get the local u i wan ,with the course i wan ^^ im not surrender , just not to dissapointed too much . n if my attitude such as this could got that , i think i shud guilty , not im not hardworkin , just there r still many many ppl who more more hardworking than me ^^ they r more deserve it . im bio students . i duno how tough is physics students , im not sure how better is their ways when choose course after stpm , but i think bio students tougher .. since many news about bio students could not get dr. so on courses even 4 flat .. it is so dissapointed .. n this is wat i hate in msia edu gov .. i still rmb what my teacher told me , i asked him at 1st , if i got 4 flat , then do i have chance to get my course n the local u i wan ? n his answer is so perfect , he said : there is not only u who get 4 flat , but still many many who more more distinction compared with u. after this , i  neva dream n talk n swear to get 4 flat alr .. haha .. im not give up , but im just ppl who just do my best n never regret . although i wont be the best , but if i did my best , n the result is like tat , i deserved it , then it is the best in myself alr ..

so i would like to say tat , come into f6 or not , make ur decision , work for it , do ur best , no regret . nothing is good nothing is bad in the world , depends how u decorate it . if u fail in f6 , i don think it will judge/fix ur whole life ^^

STPM

it is true , STPM is tough ; it is true , SPM , PMR , UPSR are a piece of cake . but after stpm , if im in university ,n i look back , i would shout on those f6 students or lower .. OMG .. STPM IS JUST LIKE WATER OK ?  well .. im sure many ppl could understand . im just f6 student now , however , when i look back my spm , i still feelin , gosh .. so tough nia .. i cant rmb how im survive from tat .. 12 subjects ... fainted .  im not a A-lvl student , i duno how tough/easy is tat . if some1 said in a-lvl , 6 tests per month , i experienced it . maybe .. twice a week ? once a week ? more than enuf . STPM is my nightmare , since the 1st day i stepped in my f6 sch , i know my nightmare is begin . if i could choose again , i will never enter f6 , 1st month , my frens asked me to go to college , 2nd month .. yr end , 1st month in upper .. n now still , thr is ppl ask me to go to my way .haha .. im still in my f6 sch ya right now .. so struggle to make the decision . if im not very well in study [ not reli so so well too but can be better ] , maybe i will go to study computer science , b.admin , b.management , hotel .. bla bla .. those courses .. simpler life , simpler way . if u wan to argue that those courses have their own difficulty too , yes , im agree , but doctor / lawyer , will it easier compared with it ??  i ever think to advice all of the ppl around me do not enter to f6 , even my lower junior now , especially bio students . but they r sturborn too ya .. well nvm . but when i look into myself , one yr ago , im just like them , so naive .. come to sch daily without direction [ maybe they got ya , but im sure they r naive too ^^ ] actually i have my direction , but it will be a dream coz in f6 this way i might not be able to archieve it . 1st month in my lower my new classmates keep busy change class  , change course , change school .. all ran away .. just becoz our teachers' words . but they r correct . however , if all of us inside f6 could choose , we wont inside thr right now . still , i cant adapt myself in this f6's life , it changed a lot in my life . maybe u would say , entering f6 is not consist of disadvantages only but advantages too . but for me , wat i got from f6 , the disadvantages r more than advantages . wat i lost more than wat i get . this is wat can i say . im not a physics student , i duno how hard is that 2 books , i duno whr to go after finish stpm with phy sub , most on engineerin courses .. erm .. not reli sure about tat . but for bio , most on medical , research ...  those related to BIOLOGY . im phobia with it ^^ but i still have to go with it .honestly im sure i wont be able to get the certain course i wan in certain local u . m i choosy ? i think i am , but whos not ? m i arrogant ? i think i am , but my frens , family , teachers , mates .. so on keep on encourage me .. or they r fooling me ? no idea , quite confusing too .. many ppl as i saw , as i know , when their stpm result out , n they could not get the courses / local u they wan , they would choose the other way round . maybe course they don like , local u they don1 , local u / courses which all of his/her gang goin to ../omg .. it is a big mistake in life i think . even now , in my class , some of them came into f6 maybe just bcoz their gang all in it .. maybe they r hardworking , they have their dream , but they do always dream before exam , sorry if offence , but as u r stpm right now , or ex-stpm ,  u would know , it is impossible to 'digest' all the things inside ur head in a day before ur papers come , m i correct ? maybe im the only1 who hope for better result , im the1 who greedy , but who do not hope better result ? human r greedy ya .. except those ppl who easily give up so they just feelin , aiya , ngam2 pass , nvm la .. not bad too , atleast not in RED .. some ppl could digest it so that they can get pass in the tests . but if that is their aim in f6 , well .. none of my biznez , but as they are my classmates , im sincerely would like to encourage them o give them a hand [ not let then to copy ] ,but do advice them earlier . some ppl might said too , stpm is relax , juz look at me .. but the1 u look at , s/he is physically relax , but behind tat , maybe he study very hard daily , sleep only 3hrs ; or his/her result is so so ' pretty good ' . 2 kind of ppl in f6 . hmm .. me .. i play hard , i stduy hard .. LoL .. there is also classmates play hard all the time .. i think mostly .. they study hard too , exam season ^^ some of them include me are so pity , just do not have the other way to go , n then went into f6  .this is wat old folks talked about , ' every home has their own bible ' .  sigh .. too many things to say about my f6 life .. n i think not reli much ppl could understand it .. my advice is if u choose , do ur best , no regret . maybe it will a wrong way for u , but ur life is still long , it wont judge/ fix  ur whole life .

wahsai

hmm.. wat happened yah thesedayss ..seems many weird things happened nia ... hohoh .. well .. quite funny too ..